Thursday, July 31, 2008

好累噢

阿塞门真的会搞出人命的………
令人变得憔悴、生病、情绪上的不稳定、一直想要揍人 等等等等
赶了太多份功课,现在对着电脑简直想砸烂它。
开了电脑后,就只是沉醉于听歌、看戏、玩游戏……
明天就回家乡了,回去见见家人, 我相信自己能变得更开朗、也会在做功课上更有冲劲了吧
希望啦 ^^

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Great Great Tension

I need to complete a lot of tasks but yet lazy to finish it.
what had happened on me?
I dun feel like doing my undone assignment, think of SLEEPING all the time.
I guess sleep can help me to forget everything in reality, EscaPIsm..sigh!
Where is my passion and confidence in doing assignments?
I need rest, a long rest before can continue my studies..
but I cant, I just cant! perhaps I need something or someone that can cheer me up

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Personality Tests

My birth date says:

You're full of charisma and dynamicity and you are possibly headedto being famous. You have a charming persona and you are at ease even with strangers. You usually find your way with most people and situations. You are a good speaker and tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing. You are loving and affectionate, but you might be afraid of commitment.

What kind of Guy will u fall for?

You would fall for the sensitive guy.
You'll find your future man wherever turtlenecks are sold. He will have depth, introspection, and a disturbing knowledge of musical theater. And he may be a little weird. But hey, while your girlfriends cry over broken hearts, you'll be having Shakespeare read to you every night.

What colour Girl are you?

You Are A Blue GirlRelationships and feelings are the most important things to you.You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

What Rose colour are you?

Celeste is a White Rose! Celeste is pure & innocent. Courage and honor hold a special place in your heart. You like doing things the right and proper way.

NAME ANALYSER
L
ucky
I
ntelligent
A
uthentic
U
pscale

Doggy

watched 'Quill' few days ago. once I clicked on the video, I couldn't get my eyes away from the movie. It attracted me so much, I love Q, a smart,cute and loyal small creature.
Just wondering, sometimes it's good to get along with a doggy rather than a human ^^(no offense) haha
u all shud watch it, it will teach u something. something that u can't get from a friend or a partner. Labrador< I might consider to own one in the future. It would be great having a doggy as an ideal companion.

Friday, July 25, 2008

小心念頭就是念力

佛家講「願力,念力!」你的願有多大,實踐的力量就有多大。

證嚴法師說過一句話「如果一個父母常常擔心他的孩子,他的孩子會沒有福氣;因為福氣都被父母給擔心掉了。」師父又說:「如果父母希望他的孩子有福氣,就要多多祝福他的孩子,而不是擔心她的孩子。」

朋友聽到這樣的話十分興奮,一回到家馬上轉述證嚴法師的話給他媽媽聽。朋友說,從此以後,他母親就很少再對他嘮叨了,他看到母親也不會再躲,反而在下班之餘,會找母親聊天,他覺得現在他跟母親像朋友一般自在。媽媽常常是一家的靈魂人物,她掌握了一個家的家庭氣氛,我相信:如果沒快樂的媽媽,就很難有快樂的家庭。

然而,大多數的媽媽都過份地擔憂子女:課業,工作,婚姻,健康幾乎無所不擔心,你想這樣的媽媽會快樂嗎?用超心理學的潛意識說法,就是所謂的「心想事成」這句話。一件事情如果你用很大的「念力」去相信它,它就會如你所相信的去「實現」你的相信。一個媽媽如果相信:她的孩子有能力去面對他自己的生活困境與難題,那麼這個相信就是一個「祝福」,而她的孩也會因著這樣的祝福而蒙福的。想反的,如果一個母親老是「覺得」她的孩子不懂事,不會照顧自己,一定會吃虧上當的,那麼這個「擔心」很可能就成了「詛咒」,以後你的孩子果然就會如你之前所擔心的那樣,老是出狀況令你擔心。

從今天起,我們當要當心去檢查自己的每個「念頭」,你對孩子,是擔心多?還是祝福多呢?真的,愛你的孩子,與其擔心,不如祝福吧!


I think my mum is the kind as mentioned above. She believes that I able to settle every obstacles and face the problems steadily. I love freedom, don't like to report everything I did to my mum. Luckily she is an open-minded mum, never demand me to tell her everything.She seldom phone me,as I know she is actually care for me. I m glad that I have her wishes ^^

舒服vs束缚

今天起得比平时早,约了朋友吃早餐。
喜欢和一群剪接师吃东西。他们不会计较价钱、想吃就吃;也不会想说要减肥就吃得很少。
吃得舒服、吃得开心、也吃得放心
喜欢凤凤大姐式的细心
喜欢晓婷迷糊式的可爱
喜欢Kah Chun幽默的谈笑方式
喜欢Esther邻家女孩式的恬静
喜欢阿鸿大方的性格(一直买食物但自己却吃得少,听说甘仔都是那个最帮参他的人)
虽然蛮多时候不晓得他的笑点在哪哈哈

有时静静听别人的谈话也是一种学习方式、也更能了解自己。
失望的一个周末,不能回家。
就如凤凤说的,或许不能回家是因为某些惊喜会发生呢,也说不定呢!^^

五‘味‘参杂的一天

运气不是很好的一天呢
去到人挤人的PUDU车站,才知道车票卖完了。结果原先的计划都泡汤了。
很讨厌事情不在我计划中的那种感觉。超没安全感。
被逼改变计划,不能回家喝老同学碰面, 不能回家吃榴莲、红毛丹、山竹(姐夫买的,唉:( 好想念这些热带水果哦,不能和姐姐的女儿们玩耍了。。。)***很想念那两个小瓜
更糟的是,竟然花费了两个小时的时间来买轻快铁的车票。
天哪,好恐怖的人龙!大家都在排队等买车票。哇,卖票处里什么‘奇异’的味道都有。。
说怎样我都不会再在6-8pm这段时间去这鬼地方了呃
和浩嘉、俊龙吃了晚饭回到家后,为了让心情变得更好, 就做面膜。哈哈,感觉好很多。
今天终于有时间休息了,是时候玩电脑游戏了咯 ^^

做了个蛮准的心理测验:

平和型(隨和豁達,樂天知命
您通常是溫暖、友善、忍耐、隨和、不好競爭,以及愛說話。您偏好和平、有組織、可預期而舒服的生活。您喜歡配合環境,因而很難知道自己的優先次序,變成跟隨別人所希望而去做事,有時候甚至模仿別人說話的腔調、用詞,以及身體語言。

優點:非常主動,具有眾多興趣和嗜好。您喜歡與人為伍,可以為了別人而發揮最具生產力的工作成效。

缺點:您會「自我遺忘」,失去了什麼是對自己真正重要的覺察力。您很容易分心,即使一個人時,亦有可能把高度優先的事情留到最後才做。看起來很像是拖延,但並不故意。

愛情:您一旦擁有了關係,不會想到分離,而且會承諾去經營恆常不分離的關係。您既忠誠又慷慨,可以不帶妒忌或競爭心去支持並慶賀伴侶的成功,當伴侶的需要浮現時,更能給予回應。
您的憤怒最有可能在親密關係中顯現。因為當您迎合別人時,自己就消失了。「我有好長一段時間不知道自己的感覺,總是一片空白。當她投射出她所認為我感覺到的事情時,我們便陷入爭吵。我痛恨這種情形,但是對於引發我找到自己想要什麼確實有幫助。」

安定方位:成就型
在安定的狀態下您會變得很專一,能在短時間內完成許多傑出的事。

壓力方位:忠誠型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時,您會變得充滿恐懼,意識到所潛在的威脅,不但變得退縮,甚至唯命是從、好鬥、彆扭而且更頑固。

建意:
問問自己的想法,而非顧慮別人的意見注意您對改變的不適感,學習歡迎新事物。注意您的頑固和被動式抗拒

最渴望:和洽相處
最恐懼:有紛爭,有衝突
最難達到的美德:果斷 (Right action)
最難克服的執念:懶惰 (Sloth)
http://www.parttimegroup.com/PartTimeLove/Assessories/NineType/_Paper1.aspx

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Assigmmentsss..

I can start to feel the great pressure this week
tension--cz of assignments
tension--cz of boredom of life
tension--cz of uncertainty- something that I need to confirm but duno how

To make my day, I start to wear clothes that I seldom wear in uni.
This is definitely helps in bringing back my laughter ^^
Moody everytime think of the assignments.Sigh!

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

......

If I were a dog , I would be happier..

If I were a cat, I might be pampered by my master..

If I were a bird, I could fly to whenever I want..

If u were me, u wil find how terrible the life is without faith..

No faith in relationship, no faith in own performance...this is lamentable



~better DnEfed,TcEtoRP flesym

I am alone out here,even more alone now**

Monday, July 21, 2008

Words from friends

Met few secondary classmates at 8.30pm, taking dinner with them.
It's nice to gather with friends that u'r like ages din see or contact ^^
Exchanging our latest info while eating. talking about my future career and all those assignment that flooded my life recently, they said :

''not worth to earn money for letting doctor to earn it later
u really gotta consider abt ur working life health when u finish course n selecting job...
timely meals and selecting healthy food are very important...
working till late night for long period of days, is very harmful to our LIVER
hmm...more responsibility, but still resting is to able ourselves to 'travel' further''
Sigh! thanks for u guys concern. bt sometimes, when u have passion in doing something, u just tend to forget everything, everything that relates to u,even the troubles that bother u so much...

Sunday, July 20, 2008

A selfish Hedgehog

动物世界里
刺猬 不会无缘无故地去刺伤别人
他 只会在自我保护意识很强时
才会伤了别人
人类世界里
如果刺猬本身 不觉得自己的刺是尖锐的
那我相信他 也不会随意伤害身旁的人

我能原谅他的不成熟
但不能原谅他永远都不成长的处事方法

顺道一提
献给他身旁的LJ脸 -- 你还真他妈的吵
也真高兴发现到其实还蛮多人赞同我的想法

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Relaxing

After completing one of the tough assignments, it's time fo me to rest for at least 1 day.Aikss...rest for today then tomorrow will need to shoot again :(
Pea leaves to Singpore tomorrow. all the best yea! and be extra careful! my prayer and wishes will always be with u, add oil.

Friday, July 18, 2008

Magic Show

Dear 'Coperfield' :

Nowadays, there is not much magicians in this world. I am happy that u happened to be one of the magicians that appeared in my life right now ^^ My personal interpretation, magician is not a person that play tricks, but he is the one who blends our life with the different colours, who makes our life more delightful.
The imaginary painting that u are created has a pleasing shapes and colors where it matches the hopes and wishes; where it drives the dreams to the truth. Thanks...

From CL

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Exhausted

Haha, I m still awake though is ed 3am.is about to put in the subtitles ^^
I think is was a correct decision that we finish the doco at home, the font is better as well .
Hopefully tomorrow we can pass up on time lor...
Add oil...

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

加油加油!!

It's ed 3am in the midnight...oh! i m stil figuring how to do the 3 shots.
Kam is suggesting something on it and we r trying now.hope can make it.
I wana cry ed, he used the key frame where i hate the most n i m very lousy in adjusting the key frames :(
now, i m going to overcome my weakness, If i manage to face it then i shall become a better person, gampate!!
If it is success, make a toast for me!
but...where is the key frame?

Monday, July 14, 2008

It's Real

Went Sunway yamcha after editing.
It's real about the legend of James Bond.
Watched The Rock(starred Sean Connery and Nicholas Cage) while chatting with friend at Mamak stall...With the wide screen n open space of the so called 'cinema' I finished the show.
S.Connery is still very attarctive though ed old.
A typical Hollywood movie, potraying their 'super hero' idea,however I m still favoring it cz it's entertaining ^^ release my tension of the day, phew~free watching some more, compare to go for a movie at TGV or GSC HaHa

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Trial and Error

Trial and eror is a good method in doing thing.
It's been a hectic week, editing, editing, and editing...
I tried to explore something that I m interested in even though having a tight schedule.
I always believe that life is wonderful if u learn new things and obtain satisfaction through it after u success to complete it^^

At last, I fix a 1G Ram inside my pc wahaha...Adobe After Effects and Adobe Premiere Pro are being installed in MY pc...hohoho...I gonna take a short course in Adobe After Effects.

Friday, July 11, 2008

Tension yet Enjoyable

It's good to have friends by ur side when u r doing something that needs lotta afford and enerygy!! It's our TEA TIME (with jia hui and eiei)


Going to friend's house to learn After Effects, a cool software!
Friend's son--very cuteeee....haha :)


最近,我喜欢上颜色,就五彩缤纷的颜色!我相信是受某位傻妹的影响咯哈哈^^

色彩鲜艳的画面总是令人觉得愉悦,令人不再感觉孤单,令人回忆起曾经发生过的快乐事情。

有谁希望自己时常带着悲观的想法呢?偶尔,生活上的不愉快会令我们很不沮丧、想想有色彩的画面--你生命中曾出现过的彩虹,欢乐的片段。

想起小时候,曾学过绘画。很喜欢画画的感觉。当想要自闭的时候,我会把所有的想法用水彩给涂鸦出来。当心情因爸爸与隔壁变态、暴力的邻居吵架而受影响时,我会把所有的不开心给画出来。老师还称赞过我哦:)

可惜的是,学了几个月后,家里因经济拮据,我被逼停止学画。恰巧老师也因某些事而即将离职。

这是我的遗憾,我告诉自己,如有机会, 我会再重新上回绘画课程!

当时老师还拍照和我们留念。小时候没啥机会拍照,这绝无仅有的几张照片至今也不知被我收去哪了,唉~

我真心希望身旁的人都快快乐乐地过每一天,过得很有色彩!祝福您们!

FaITh

【友情】 世上唯一無刺的玫瑰,就是友情。有朋友的人死得早。沒有朋友的人,活著豈非和死了差不多。一個人如果能把他的感觸和他的朋友們共享,縱然無酒,也是愉快的。聰明的主人都知道,用笑來款待客人,遠比用豐盛的酒菜更令人感激。一個人往往會在最奇怪的時候、最奇怪的地方,和一個最想不到的人變成朋友,甚至他們自己都不知道這種情感是怎麼來的。
【愛情】原來能為自己所愛的人吃苦,竟也是一種快樂,只是世上有幾人能享受到這種快樂。人為什麼總是對自己已得到的情感不加以珍惜,卻在失去後再追悔呢?而這種痛苦,本來就是人類最古老,最深邃的痛苦。愛情不是占有的,而是供給與犧牲的。

Was impressed by these 2 short descriptions of friendship and love relationship. Don't we need to view the 2 relationships as being told above? Just reached home from friend's house, learning Adobe After Effect. I am very hapy cz he managed to help us solve some editing problem that worried me a lot a lot :) It's glad that he is willing to help.
I can predict my future few weeks life. It will be the busy, frustrated, tension bla bla bla weekssss..Sigh, ed 5 days sitting in front of UTAR pc after attending classes. Not taking dinner on time, got no enough sleep, not doing other assigments except editing @_@
This is our last 2nd production. We are very concern about it, just wana do our best in the DOCO prodcution. I think that is y I can endure frustration, hungriness, and etc..A big size girl like me can even dun eat just because of the editing haha.
There is another reason why though, cz I have a passion for editing video. and I m only enjoy editing VIDEO... Other than that, I would only have little tiny patience in edit others such as graphics, audio and effects. I start to think, am I suitable to be an editor?I have lost faith in myself :(

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Caffeine Effect

kind of like the composition and angle of this photo ^^

Drinking a cup of coffee make me emotionally 'excited' for the whole night, gosh ^^
I still left one chapter, others all flipped through ed (tomorrow will have another midterm going on, again...haiz..)

I can see the change inside me recently. After internship, I strongly feel that, the academic performance is really nothing! People will evaluate you from what u have done, what u manage to do and what have u been successfully done, the world out there is very cruel isn't it? but... I like it, cz it can test ur patience, test ur ability, and urge u to become a stronger person, HAHA
once u have gone through the test, u will definitely transform in a better person :)

Friday, July 4, 2008

Extrass

Me~Sophia - the little cute cast appeared in AOG drama.

She has got chicken pox but now nearly recover

The most beacutiful kid in Ti-Ratana, I suppose hehe. S

he has fair skin, and very well-behaved

The skinny, fragile baby is just came to this world

for 2 weeks~ Siew Man's friend-Teng

Siew Man and her little cutie~yan yan


It was a very good experience for me while being a volunteer in Ti-Ratana Orphanage on Saturday. Playing around with kids there, distributing the snacks to them, holding them so that they wun fall down as they learnt to walk etc..
Many of them live without a warm family, they were taking their short nap in a small room.sleep on the floor,while got 3 kakak looking after them ^^anyone who is interested in adopting the babiesss, u may ask the num from me. U only need to pay RM 100 just to adopt the baby. U can also visit them anytime u want.
Think about it deeply, u save RM 100 and u can help them all.They can eat and wear better^^
I love Sophia very much,after graduate I am going to adopt her.She is very cute and hyperactive hehe.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Excitement

Bought a 160GB external hard disk, hooray! i can transfer my movies into it then download many many films again!
playing games is the way of releasing tension. It's ed 12.14 in the midnight but i still dun feel like studying, get addicted to the games n the songs. I love music very muchhh!! ^^
Good luck to me for tomorrow test. Sigh, i can predict my bad day :( huhuhu....

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Organizing

It's time for me to organize my 'things to do' and to have good time management in order to live life to the fullest ^^ Sigh, it's been a so-so day. a bit bored + a bit fun + a bit frustrated.
I agree to the saying 'human being is living in his own contradictoriness'. Sometimes, we do not even know what we want, what we wana achieve.

Like this photo^^seems slimmer. Kudos for SoonTeng (helped 2 tk this pho2)

Taking dinner with friends at Murni, bumped into Bangla.He is thinner i think but he denied it.Ceh, I wish to hear the sentence :"You're thinner" but nobody tells me pun haha. Anyway, still add oil in keeping fit^^
Thursday will have the midterm of Meda Ethics, need to struggle in reading the notes again. I suppose no need sleep ed tonight :(

Friendster Horoscope for July 2, 2008

There is a tense emotional energy around you today -- it seems like everyone is on edge, and you don't want to be the person who sets any one of them off. This is a good time for you to go off and work on your own stuff for a while. If friends are bickering, then opt for solo outings. It's better to miss out on their drama than get caught up in it. And if you can't avoid grouchy team members at work, then at least make sure you're carrying your own weight.

I can predict that tomorrow will be a bad day for me, can feel the anger that is hiden inside me now. HOpefully tomorrow I can stay bubbly as I always do.Oh God, please dun let anyone piss me off, just DUN!