Just accept my good luck!

Dear Diary,

Very happy today! maybe because of the coffee that i drink in this morning. Its caffeine content made me excited for this whole day ^^ good things keep on happened today:
1) The network worker came collect my 5 months network fee ON TIME
2) Talked to Vicky and she tried to assign me to post production department. Yeah, she made it!
LOVE her ^^
3) Crystal asked me to go ahead for my favourite stuff, thanks to her! n becasue of her
understanding, I will stay after 6pm to accompany and help her.
4) Jiahui always accompany me to stay til late night, LOVE u too Jiahui! ^^ haha
5) Planning now to go Port Dickson with Jason, HanLin,EiEi and others (iris, jhui n wling might
not join) after 16th April. haiz.....btw: carol, r u flying to some where after ur training?^^
6) Last but not least, thanks to EE, u have made my day so 'colourful', 'wonderful','challenging'!

From
Always Lucky Girl (hopefully)

SSSSSholeee

To XXX:

Never ever complain about others as YOU are worser! @_@

From,
girl who 鄙视 XXX

TRUTH

Thanks to :

those who cheat me
those who bluff me
those who talk loud n do less

I am disappointed yet happy cz u teach me on how to differenciate who can be my friend and who cannot

those who appreciate my help
those who reveal me of the mask of fake ppl out there
those who teach me the editing software and machine

I am happy yet feeling sad cz u guys are the minority group in this world

Today, one of lovely younger sis visit me, asking me to update my blog wor....
"Even few words oso ok" haha ^^ my cute and poor classmate..I think after this internship, me and you wil become stronger and more mature! take any challenges now as a hindrance which will lead us to our future successful undertaking!
As usual, taking dinner with my another lovely younger sis. I enjoy this wonderful and relaxing moment. No need to think those conflict, just to enjoy the meal in front of me ^^ I guess this is the reason y I become fatter and fatter, die la this time..TBC-a short form learning from my supervisor 'to be continued' haha

It's 10.18am

Part I
Just reach office. This morning, I received calls from team B PA-told me that the agent who helps me to find extras didn't pick up the phone. We use his talent today, call time is 9.30am. nobody was there when they reached. Cancel the talent, means that I need to deal with the agent again...still didn't pick up the phone @#$%$@!%$@%&^!&

Part II
2nd audition for next drama. there will be many people come today, to meet up with the directors and producers. Luckily Jason is here to help me..^^

Part III
Starting to busy in finding tomorrow extras. 20 people,expensive! I give it to agent to handle

My Plan After Internship

1) Keep Fit-Eat more fruits and vege - Exercisesssssss

2) Arrange my free time to be a volunteer at Ti-Ratana - I like the kids there - They made my day

3) Save up money for graduation trip at the end of this year

4) Go back Telelink and work - supervisor will kill me I guess,ed 2 months din go to work - Poor

5) Hang out with friends - SHOPPING

6) Start packing my stuff - move out in the end of this year

Another horrible NIGHT

WTF! Everything keeps on changing!
I really dun like the feeling of LAST MINUTE change! y?
I am just an intern.I m not suppose to be given great responsibility.
other than stress, still stress...SHit people, shit shit shit people.HUMAN BEINGS always so MA FAN! Dun demand too much on others, If u can make it, doesn't mean others can make it. And u urself cannot make it, lagi dun ask others make it for u

Feel BAD

烦躁的一天。每天都重复做一样的事情。
今天来了几位去年（应该是吧^^）明星偶像的前二十名入选者。
很可爱，超爱玩的大男生大女生。和他们对槁是件蛮有趣的事情........
至少为我无趣的生活增添一些色彩
几天来都在吃营养晚餐，清淡，适合我胃口但有点贵。快破产了
臭石头，害我刚到餐厅时便冲上二楼的厕所吐，驾车还真快呐@_@
才刚吃完，另我倒胃的事情发生了！
我是生气自己呢？还是别人？自己吧........
原本以为是很简单很容易解决的事情但最终自己还是做错了
很想就此关电话让全世界的人都找不到我，可以吗？
很久没浮起的念头有出现了，我可以让随便一辆车子撞倒吗？
住院后就不需要去理会公司的事情了，可以吗？崩溃
什么都不想做，不回公司了，自个儿走去watson,guardian,7-11买东西
花了大概RM60，更加没钱了，不管，这就是任性的我
明天再去公司继续繁重的工作，不管，这就是懒惰的我
关了电话睡觉，不管，这就是喜欢逃避现实的我
是该向人道歉了，最终 我还是做错了........希望她能谅解
很想找个人谈谈天，很郁闷很沮丧很很很沮丧很很很很没信心