Haha, I m very excited, extremely high tonight! Glad that i went for Age of Glory dinner tonight at Chao Yang Restaurant. thanks to jason cz helped me to take so many precious pictures. The photos left mark in my life, where are the evidence of my involve in AOG production.
I drink a lot of red wine tonight, never been so happy since ages. drunk, headache but it's kind of release. i can sleep soundly without thinking of those unhappy stuffs tonight. Days after tomorrow will be betther than any other days before, I believe! Uploading pics in next blog ^^ Coming SOON muakss....
Friday, June 27, 2008
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Exhausted
A really tiring day. All stupid, selfish ppl appear in a sudden today. I hate hate hate being in the government building. feel like I m 'dirty', dirty in the sense of the spirit. when sitting inside, i will think that i m part of it, i m dirty, corrupted, spoilt nut!! Helll...
Regret cz din really destroy the thing inside, not even one! I SHOULD have kicked the glassed door @##$%# I SHOULD have told them I m from UNITAR but not UTAR,SHit!!! so that they can't trace back if I really spoilt their furnitures or doorsss
Sigh, calm down.Finish the story, here comes the happier part. today is our director's birthday, rushing to PJ to buy gift for her ^^ After tonight shooting, we gave her a surprise. Buy her a tasty cake hehe. Very farney of her, she thought I saw the spirit again when I was trying to stop her from going outside as others were preparing the cake outside (I saw weird, strange transparent creature during our last time production)
Anyway, gone through bitter, sweet, angry feeling etc today.tiring, exhausted but I believe tomorrow will be a brand new day. Let's go sleep! cHA neh~Chao
Regret cz din really destroy the thing inside, not even one! I SHOULD have kicked the glassed door @##$%# I SHOULD have told them I m from UNITAR but not UTAR,SHit!!! so that they can't trace back if I really spoilt their furnitures or doorsss
Sigh, calm down.Finish the story, here comes the happier part. today is our director's birthday, rushing to PJ to buy gift for her ^^ After tonight shooting, we gave her a surprise. Buy her a tasty cake hehe. Very farney of her, she thought I saw the spirit again when I was trying to stop her from going outside as others were preparing the cake outside (I saw weird, strange transparent creature during our last time production)
Anyway, gone through bitter, sweet, angry feeling etc today.tiring, exhausted but I believe tomorrow will be a brand new day. Let's go sleep! cHA neh~Chao
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
心情乱七八糟的一天
今早上完课后就得知大学的摄影机供不应求。
职员安排上的不妥，种种原因令到我们被逼坐下一起讨论找出解决方案。
讨论不出个所以然，明早只好请示导师。希望她能帮到我们 （虽然我不觉得她能帮得上忙）
明天得翘课去拍摄，希望老师明天教的别那么令人费解啊。。。
今天心情很不好，一直想要拼命花钱来填补心灵深处的空虚。
在MURNI拍摄完毕、回家，好累。。。累，当一想起明天的谈判
期待又担心明天的拍摄
最近的心情都很矛盾，明知道时间已不够了，我还不愿意赶快把课业做完。
p/s: 人永远都是最麻烦的动物! 某些吃粪的人把事情搞砸了就让我们收尾,真他妈的!
乱七八糟的自己，乱七八糟的生活，乱七八糟的心情。。。
I need something or even someone to inspire me
职员安排上的不妥，种种原因令到我们被逼坐下一起讨论找出解决方案。
讨论不出个所以然，明早只好请示导师。希望她能帮到我们 （虽然我不觉得她能帮得上忙）
明天得翘课去拍摄，希望老师明天教的别那么令人费解啊。。。
今天心情很不好，一直想要拼命花钱来填补心灵深处的空虚。
在MURNI拍摄完毕、回家，好累。。。累，当一想起明天的谈判
期待又担心明天的拍摄
最近的心情都很矛盾，明知道时间已不够了，我还不愿意赶快把课业做完。
p/s: 人永远都是最麻烦的动物! 某些吃粪的人把事情搞砸了就让我们收尾,真他妈的!
乱七八糟的自己，乱七八糟的生活，乱七八糟的心情。。。
I need something or even someone to inspire me
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Contented
Tonight is a great night! This is the first time I think that shooting is very fun. When u managed to take the shots that u want, u will definitely feel happy and excited. Physically tired but mentally excited- this is what I felt right now ^^ A group of passionate, young and energetic girls, contributing own ideas throughout the shooting; this is exactly what we want!!
Today is a big day as well. my best friend + roomate's online shop open!! Anyone who is interested, u may view on http://www.lelong.com.my/merchant/littlemia.htm
Only girls attire is available heehee...
Watching movie is one of my habbits. For those who know me well, they will discover that I hate to watch films with sad ending. I used to be a girl with 'excess' positive thinking, I choose to watch films which have happy ending (kind of running away from accepting the existence of tragediesss in this world, sigh) As times pass, I learn on how to cope with those sad incidents that happened in the world. Thus, started to watch movies with piteous ending.
Today is a big day as well. my best friend + roomate's online shop open!! Anyone who is interested, u may view on http://www.lelong.com.my/merchant/littlemia.htm
Only girls attire is available heehee...
Watching movie is one of my habbits. For those who know me well, they will discover that I hate to watch films with sad ending. I used to be a girl with 'excess' positive thinking, I choose to watch films which have happy ending (kind of running away from accepting the existence of tragediesss in this world, sigh) As times pass, I learn on how to cope with those sad incidents that happened in the world. Thus, started to watch movies with piteous ending.
Monday, June 23, 2008
A luCKy day ^^
Again, Comm Law lecture made me felt dizzy..today lecture is much better than before. I got a feeling, I think the lecturer feels headache about our class. He explained every single words once saw our facial expression are blur, haha. Poor him, thanks to him as well, doesn't give up on us so easily ^^
Very lucky of us. We went for video shoot at Double Vision, met with ex colleagues. They taught us on how to handling the cam, framing, audio pick up etc. Few of them were becoming our interviewee.
Very lucky of us. We went for video shoot at Double Vision, met with ex colleagues. They taught us on how to handling the cam, framing, audio pick up etc. Few of them were becoming our interviewee.
Xiao Teng + Kam-our temporary cameraman ^^
Xiao Teng and Kam are our extras for tonight shoot, haha. However, Chee Wah (editor) and Wai Go (director) are our interviewees. They are all cooperative, very much appreciate their sincere help.Change your InNEr soundtrack by pressing 'stop' on -ve thoughts!
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Horoscope
Browsing through the friendster horoscope message -- A new discovery will inspire you to instigate the changes that you need to make. Haha, I think it's 100% fit my today experience!
It is our first day of doco shooting. Very 'challenging' and fun. I think it aroused my adventurous trait in the deepest part of my heart. I miss this feeling, the feeling of doing something without bothering others, kind of 'rebellious', isn't it? During my youthful age, I always act without considering consequences. It's just weird, when we eventually become older, we tend to think more, and consider more before making a decision. Along the process of 'thinking', we might miss something precious..something that actually need us to do. Do we have the medicine to halt the aging process??? Hmm...just wonder hehe
It is our first day of doco shooting. Very 'challenging' and fun. I think it aroused my adventurous trait in the deepest part of my heart. I miss this feeling, the feeling of doing something without bothering others, kind of 'rebellious', isn't it? During my youthful age, I always act without considering consequences. It's just weird, when we eventually become older, we tend to think more, and consider more before making a decision. Along the process of 'thinking', we might miss something precious..something that actually need us to do. Do we have the medicine to halt the aging process??? Hmm...just wonder hehe
Learning Adobe After Effect with Eiei, Jia Hui, Wan Ying and also our DEAREST temporary teacher (Ah Kam) ^^
Happy to work with my team members. I know we are all hoping the best inthis production. Just Add OIL, we will manage to do it no matter what ^^
Lesson of today!
2 things to bear in mind while involving in a prodcution:
1)Good leadership - Choosing a capable leader is as important as choosing ur life partner
2)Planning - Contribution of everyone's opinion during discussion
Thursday, June 19, 2008
A fantastic lecture
Was regret because I should have taken the initiative to find for the video clips after Pauline told us about 'The Last Lecture' talk by Dr. Randy Pausch.
I love few lines he touched about in his talk :
1) Brick walls let us show our dedication. They are there for a reason. They let us prove how
badly we want things
2) Be prepared, 'luck' is where preparation meets opportunity
3) Find the best in everybody, u may have to wait for a long time, sometimes years but people will show you their good side. Just keep waiting, no matter how long it takes.No is all evil, everybody has a good side, just waiting, it will come out. Wait long enough, and people will surprise and impress you
No doubt, many people have talked about these lines before, but I like the way Dr. Randy conveyed the essence of the sentence to us. Spend an hour to sit in front of the PC, slowly savouring a cup of coffee and I am sure u will get something meaningful from Dr. Randy's speech.
I love few lines he touched about in his talk :
1) Brick walls let us show our dedication. They are there for a reason. They let us prove how
badly we want things
2) Be prepared, 'luck' is where preparation meets opportunity
3) Find the best in everybody, u may have to wait for a long time, sometimes years but people will show you their good side. Just keep waiting, no matter how long it takes.No is all evil, everybody has a good side, just waiting, it will come out. Wait long enough, and people will surprise and impress you
No doubt, many people have talked about these lines before, but I like the way Dr. Randy conveyed the essence of the sentence to us. Spend an hour to sit in front of the PC, slowly savouring a cup of coffee and I am sure u will get something meaningful from Dr. Randy's speech.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Unbearable feeling
There is no word can explain my feeling. I have been trapped into an unknown situation. I dislike everything that around me, no passion in dealing with everything around me. Sigh!
Today, I skipped the tutorial class, just for the reason that I am not feeling wanted to attend it~~what a wreck!
Utar staff phoned me, urged me to pay for the student bill.Well, PTPTN loan not out yet. I was being informed by my friend, it will only out on 25 June 2008. Again, I need to think of how to dig out the money to live :(
My worst weakness, I wouldn't plan well for my money, always...I like to spend money whenever I feel happy. I shall change my this BAD attitute.
I hate the feeling of losing control in my own life. I want to manipulate my own life, do whatever I like, without considering any other factors, is it possible? Uncertainties make me feel frustrated and angry..
~Learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all~
Today, I skipped the tutorial class, just for the reason that I am not feeling wanted to attend it~~what a wreck!
Utar staff phoned me, urged me to pay for the student bill.Well, PTPTN loan not out yet. I was being informed by my friend, it will only out on 25 June 2008. Again, I need to think of how to dig out the money to live :(
My worst weakness, I wouldn't plan well for my money, always...I like to spend money whenever I feel happy. I shall change my this BAD attitute.
I hate the feeling of losing control in my own life. I want to manipulate my own life, do whatever I like, without considering any other factors, is it possible? Uncertainties make me feel frustrated and angry..
~Learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all~
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Frustrated, anyone can help?
I an uninstalling and reinstalling my printer for so many times ed, no mood to do my other homework sigh!!!
y the printer keep on showing 'paper jam' as there is no paper inside???!!
is it because of the downloaded driver?
leave me a msg if u have came across this problem before and would like to share with me the solutionsss...^^ thanks
y the printer keep on showing 'paper jam' as there is no paper inside???!!
is it because of the downloaded driver?
leave me a msg if u have came across this problem before and would like to share with me the solutionsss...^^ thanks
Tests on ME
***You Are A Blue Girl***
Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.
***Hazel eyes***
People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS. They have the most unusual relationships. They're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY challenge. They are also the best in bed. You are easily bored and mentally agile.
Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.
***Hazel eyes***
People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS. They have the most unusual relationships. They're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY challenge. They are also the best in bed. You are easily bored and mentally agile.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Extraordinary
At last, we have at least came out with the script outline,matter that bothered me so many days has been resolved. Now, I will need to have condfidence in what I am going to do.
Trust it, injects my passion in it and everything will be fine at the end ^^
It is better don't think too much, treat it as my masterpiece and do my BEST, gampate!
First step to be the extraordinary is not to think that you're ordinary!
Trust it, injects my passion in it and everything will be fine at the end ^^
It is better don't think too much, treat it as my masterpiece and do my BEST, gampate!
First step to be the extraordinary is not to think that you're ordinary!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Exhausted
I m tiring of digging ideas from the deepest part of my brain.
Thanks to a lovely girl who cares for me, always cheer me up with her lovely voice, warm message and funny funny behaviour ^^
Thanks to an adorable girl who always fetch me home, makes my life not so hard ^^
Thanks to those friends that are willing to do their best in order to produce a good doco..
Again I need to inspire by someone or something. I am just like the hay, seeking for water.
Anyway, I need to face it all by myself though. so sad...:(
Thanks to a lovely girl who cares for me, always cheer me up with her lovely voice, warm message and funny funny behaviour ^^
Thanks to an adorable girl who always fetch me home, makes my life not so hard ^^
Thanks to those friends that are willing to do their best in order to produce a good doco..
Again I need to inspire by someone or something. I am just like the hay, seeking for water.
Anyway, I need to face it all by myself though. so sad...:(
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Think
I try my very best to think, try my very hard to convince myself: this is a good idea though, be positive think a bit la!!
Where has my positive attitute been gone? I wouldn't find the answer right now,better go to sleep, tomorrow will be a brand new day.
We are liable to make mistakes. Yet, correct it after realising the problems occurred.
Phew~ anyway hope tomorrow we will at least come out with something better.
Where has my positive attitute been gone? I wouldn't find the answer right now,better go to sleep, tomorrow will be a brand new day.
We are liable to make mistakes. Yet, correct it after realising the problems occurred.
Phew~ anyway hope tomorrow we will at least come out with something better.
~~PASSION~~
Real isn't how you are made, it's the thing that happens to you
Monday, June 9, 2008
郁闷、低潮期~~
郁闷的天气和郁闷的我
上完了郁闷+没啥信心可以靠好成绩的一堂课后，天气变得更郁闷了！
天哪我还真的不是很听得懂他在教什么。在门口遇见讲师，无可否认我蛮赞成他的说法
不是受英文教育的学生是会在课堂上听得不大懂。Bingo! 唉~挫败感简直快杀了我@@
生理及心理上的不舒服令我的笑容变得很僵硬
在马来店遇见旧同事，有点生疏、有点不知所措。不知道该和他们说些什么。寂静了一会儿，我想我也该走了。
人是不是都会在某个阶段和某些人感情很好，然而久没联络，一切就会变回零呢？
Friday, June 6, 2008
Summarising...
At last, I have decided to make a summary of my recent life haha ^^
A picture speaks thousand words, let my snap shots explain what i was doing few days, or months ago (guys, dun scold me haha i m just lazy to put in long sentences)
I had been knewing the yellow-shirt guys for 6 years,guess who is he?ChA-Na, he is the ticket seller of Cepat Express Sdn.Bhd. at Pudu Bus Station
Went Chiling Waterfall with St.John friends on 1st May 2008
Helped Kit Sir to decorate the wedding stage, a good experience!
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