On Elegance

A short trip to Muar

2008-10-06T23:38:00.000-07:00

Went to Muar for half day, bringing my nieces for doc treatment. haha but unfortunately, the tabib is in holidays. so,where to go? the best choice is SHOPPING ^^
Passing by the road, we came across a float parade in conjunction with 九皇爷诞...
I was amazed by the creativity of the people involved. Feel regret of not bringing the camera €€'

After a brief walk in The Store, we went to jeti to have our lunch.

Mum~Huey Hui

Sis~Huey Yan

date with hyperactive toddler

2008-09-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

today one very kanasai friend (haha,yea is u uncle) asked me to blog...lazy but then now suddenly got mood to blog tim.i prefer acts on impluse rather than plan everything. phew~ really long time din blog.at hometown now^^ is good to be at home.i m a very good babysitter right now haha cheh~ €€"
life is all about to make choice. during this holidays, i m like very very anti-social. dun feel like going out yamcha or shopping. received a msg this evening,my secondary shoolmates asked me out to Bekok waterfall. i need to help my sister on this friday so might not make it. sigh! need to disappoint them ed, seems ages didn't meet with these old pals.

Seeking for Respect

2008-09-15T07:21:00.000-07:00

I m freaking pissed off by something
I need others' respect especially those who knows me for years
Do not tell me that you still duno my DOs n DON'Ts
If yes, u r DISAPPOINTING me, very very much!

hopeless

2008-09-08T04:35:00.000-07:00

Really hopeless..I said me me me..me ar, hopeless
I got no mood to study, after flipping thru all the notes
I got no motivation to read the assignments n extra readings ed aiyo..
how come.went down stairs to lepak for a short while
nothing much helped, I still feel like lepak-ing, wish to go a farer place
haiz..not sleepy at all tim
wat can I do?play games?
got no time but still dun fee like STUDY ar...??!! Mayday Mayday
I m not as hardworking as others think
I m damn hate ppl said: u r smart ed ma, no need to study
who said I m good?which eyes of urs see me 'SMART', and see me 'HARDWORKING'?!
I went out to yamcha with friends, and this is my own freedom to do so, y must I stay at home and keep on studying as I got no motivation to study? Dun assume! urgh...
wat can I do now? Anyone wants to yamcha with me now?haha
I wish I am the kind that can stay at home whole day, then I can save money for not going out yamchaaaa..

Xiong Hong

2008-09-07T02:14:00.000-07:00

everytime tak cukup tidur, I a sure Xiong Hong one lo :(
how am I going to study if xiong hong?! kan ko la
feeling bad whole day, no mood to study, v v de sleepy after taking panadol soluble
I have to force myself to do revision. tons of things to read, tamade!
not so good mark for comm tech midterm, in order to get good grade, I need to read a lot
but seems tak sempat ed
I guess I hav to say BYe Bye to my scholarship application..8181....
ceh scholarship only ma :( sigh! chin li, xiu sa di lar lei

MANGLISH + MALAY+HOKKIEN+CANTONESE
Copyrighted

Compliment

2008-09-02T21:33:00.000-07:00

What kind of compliment will make ur day?

I am lifted when people said : 'I like ur smile' hahahaha..
-->I love my big mouth everytime I smile ^@^
-->I love my laughter everytime I smile @@

''BRAVO''

2008-08-31T09:23:00.000-07:00

I was wrong...again..

in being good to a mosquito, who would not appreciate my generousity in donating blood to him

s**k* mosquito!! a reminder to all my pals, never ever put too much hope on something or someone, it wil bring u to the endless suffer

u need to be alone in this world, without others companion, nor family or friends
u need to face whatever shit in this world without others help, no sharing no assisting

drizzle

2008-08-27T12:32:00.000-07:00

It had been drizzling all day, very cold night @@
There are many places raining whole day,sigh!
Hoping that my hometown would not be flooded this year, but...
I think it is impossible for me to think like that
Ed finished my all assignments, time to revise on all the notes again
Feel like going genting highlands just like wat my friend suggested today
Cold weather is always a better choice for me, I like coldness rather than hotness

Oh My God!

2008-08-25T10:16:00.000-07:00

I believe in friendster horoscope, can I choose to ignore today one??

All signs point toward today being something of an emotional day for you, so get ready for some ups and down. You'd be doing yourself a huge favor if you were prepared for some bruised feelings. So if a friendly flirter is suddenly all business, don't take it personally. If someone has harsh feedback about something you did, focus on the constructive part of their criticism. Wear your thicker skin today, and nothing that happens will get deep enough to really sting.

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE

tnemegduJ

2008-08-24T23:10:00.000-07:00

We are living in this world just for others to judge on us.Are we?
Hate of myself for being so easily influenced by others words.
Is there a way to reduce the hurt caused by others' criticism?
Is there a way to keep myself away from those fake people?
I hate to see their faces. so fake

Along the way home, I saw SHapEs and lines among the crowd
of course it is imagined.
oval shape - beauty, happiness
square shape - ugliness, sadness
lines - are the paths that guide me either to oval or square

I saw one kind- hearted Malay driver, waiting for an old lady,bringing her grandchildren i guess, slowly crossed the road, very nice of him
I saw slothiness of post office staffs, slowly doing their jobs, ignoring the crowd who is waiting long, very sucks of them!
ps: dun pay ur bills at Section 14 post office. I saw many people cannot endure and shouted at the staffs there.

yeah, just along the way, I suddenly think that, I can choose to see deeds that are good and nice to make my day. for those unhappiness, I just need to try ignore and overcome it.
there are many people in this world do not admit their mistakes, finding excuses for themselves so that they will feel better. I m not, that is y I think i need to re adjust my emotion ^^
I m feeling better now, eating ice cream in front of the PC haha
I would not repeat my mistakes again in the future!
thanks for those who concern about me ^^

NEw

2008-08-24T01:28:00.000-07:00

Acting on impulse, this is my STYLE ^^ehehe
cut my hair into short, accompanying by jiahui, thanks dear!!
the hairstylist is Tom, a friendly yet kinda cool guy; he butted in our conversation sometimes
Aza's brother, Andrew complimented this hair saloon - 'Atelier'..I agreed with him though ^^

Question

2008-08-23T09:17:00.000-07:00

Have I ever been a threat to anybody out there?

Friend:'If u r cool..then I m cool..'

2008-08-22T05:29:00.000-07:00

An old friend of mine phoned me. really happy talking to the friend ^^
haha, we talked about the precious, happy momonets spent together last time.
we knew that, time passed but our friendship would not be faded haha
Guys, whenever u feel like talking to a particular friend, just phone him or her, else u will never knew, maybe the phone call will make difference to ur life, or even add colours to ur bored life!

Tiring yet feel contended about my life right now.
I know my life is still lacking of another piece, another thing that i need to search for..
many many friends concern and asked me about that, haha! feel touched by their lovely n cute words. nonetheless, I still need to wait right.. my whole life is all about wait, wait, wait and wait..

I was wondering, y couldn't i go search for it?the answer is, i just dun like to force myself to do somethng which i do not have confidence in, just hate it..i wana manipulate my life, wish to do whatever i like without considering others' opinion. I m not an ethical person, would not think of others sometimes, before making any decision ^^hence, i dislike media ethics

Relief

2008-08-15T02:56:00.000-07:00

We were having great time today. At last the rehearsal of our live show went well ^^ phew~

After the rehearsal, went to Kinilley's tohave lunch, watched Olympics live telecast. I like Guo Jing Jng. she is pretty yet talented ^^

It's good to pass up the very last HARD, major assignment ^^ kind release.

Going to rest for this weekend. I plan to go for shopping, swimming, playing games these few days.., n the more important is..sleep sleep sleep, sleep the whole day away ^^haha

再疯多一次，都几够力一下的 @_@

2008-08-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

疯掉！疯掉！
最近的我可真厉害
简直是疯了好几轮。。
他妈的王八蛋死歌台臭歌台
求求你放过我吧我得做功课啊麻烦别再唱些阿丙阿莲的歌了吧
Ei Ei 唱的都好听过你们唱的多多声啦 PLEASE啦
哎哟哟谁来打救我呢？？！！
精神濒临崩溃状态。。。

PeneLOpE

2008-08-12T08:21:00.000-07:00

It is not the power of the curse, it is the power u give the curse

This movie drives me crazy! No doubt, this is a classic Hollywood film, but I kinda like the script. There are few lines in it that I love so much! Basically, it is a story about a girl with a snout, finding her true love to break the curse (as her grand grand grand father had been cursed by a witch).. I ed expected there will be a happy ending, but if you are watching it for a relaxing moment, then y not???like one friend told me before, u need to rest, else u will become like a sotong (he said it is blur cz got so many 'hands', what a weird yet acceptable theory haha)

I like myself the way I am -- I knew this sentence since 5 years ago. I saw this line from the back of my friend(ahaha..what I mean is from her shirt) and u know what, Penelope conveys the message pretty well! It's like giving me the 'DING' kind of feeling..^^

You are somebody else inside waiting to come out -- Sometime, you just no need to gain the confirmation from others cz u r the unique one on ur own kind, right??!! just be confident, n u will gradually find a true self!

Foong phoned Mr. Beh today, while I was sitting beside her. I miss Mr.Beh's accent in speaking mandarin ^^ haha..Foong asked him, y can't Chin Li speak in Mandarin everytime she asked u something ?? u know what was his answer??

'cz Chin Li must speak in English'

What a good answer, and he was like kept on laughing, that's what I was told by Foong **faint**

Anyway, Foong ed made appointment with him, we will go for a meal after my exam ^^ hehe, looking forward!

COunt Down

2008-08-09T04:17:00.001-07:00

Still got 3 more weeks to go, then i can get rid of those ASSignments...Hooray!
A quick one for the updates of few days ago:

Assignment (Media Ethics)
Live Show - Editing

Went Double Vision yesterday, bumped into Shanz.nice to chat with him. He looks very tiring :(
Watching movies til just now around 5pm. To complete Film Studies assignment, we need to work hard during this weekends :( We still have another hard assignment to finish,that is the most scary one !!!!! -------> COMM LAW

Preparing for next Monday presentation - COMM TECH

???

2008-08-04T13:01:00.000-07:00

请问是不是黑皮肤的'人'就不会觉得热呢？
为什么讲电话需要把门关上呢？讲小声点就好了啊！！！
为什么把门打开后，出去听电话又把门关上！没脑的'人'！
那我就把两把电风扇开最大号，然后再开大门口
把音乐开大声看你怎么讲电话哈哈死未？！！她应该不会死和蟑螂一样生命力顽强咿咿~~
我不想要有种族歧视的观念但现在想说，千万别跟黑色蟑螂一起住啊！

热

2008-08-04T11:40:00.000-07:00

好炎热的凌晨啊！炎热到蟑螂的味道都很明显地被我闻到了咿咿~~
睡不着。满身大汗，为何最近这么热，还是我赶功课，发热气了…天哪！除了热还是热！
明天考试但到现在都还没读完 :( 好想去看星星……
最近都在bitch-ing某些人，某些想要得到某些东西的人但又没资格得到的人！至少我不会给他们，我从不给面子某些人，因为我相信他们过后也会自己‘丢掉那些面子’！throw hwace!
疯掉！
疯掉！$#$#%$%&% :(

安宁 :)

2008-08-01T11:41:00.000-07:00

人在睡眠不足的情况下是会察觉到周遭都充斥着吵杂声，令人烦上加烦 :(
今天一大清早走路去学校，简直就快疯掉……一辆改装了的黄色跑车在马路上飞快的奔驰，制造出超大声的噪音。我相信车主一定自以为很威风，威风个屁！在马来西亚的凹凸不平道路上开跑车？简直是个大笑话！！哈!哈!哈! 很好笑……
好不容易回到了家乡，刹那间脑袋得到了片刻的安静。
在巴士上望出窗外，我看见了满天星空，好漂亮哦！多就没看见我喜欢的星星了呢?
还记得中学时期总喜欢和几位朋友跑到甘榜去研究、看星星。很特别的经验及回忆~好怀念呃~~
stayed at my sis's restaurant til 1.30am then drove her and my niece back. Cool, it's been long time since my last drive haha. no car on the road so i speed up ^^good experience!!

好累噢

2008-07-31T09:43:00.000-07:00

阿塞门真的会搞出人命的………
令人变得憔悴、生病、情绪上的不稳定、一直想要揍人等等等等
赶了太多份功课，现在对着电脑简直想砸烂它。
开了电脑后，就只是沉醉于听歌、看戏、玩游戏……
明天就回家乡了，回去见见家人，我相信自己能变得更开朗、也会在做功课上更有冲劲了吧
希望啦 ^^

Great Great Tension

2008-07-30T09:32:00.000-07:00

I need to complete a lot of tasks but yet lazy to finish it.
what had happened on me?
I dun feel like doing my undone assignment, think of SLEEPING all the time.
I guess sleep can help me to forget everything in reality, EscaPIsm..sigh!
Where is my passion and confidence in doing assignments?
I need rest, a long rest before can continue my studies..
but I cant, I just cant! perhaps I need something or someone that can cheer me up

Personality Tests

2008-07-27T12:25:00.000-07:00

My birth date says:

You're full of charisma and dynamicity and you are possibly headedto being famous. You have a charming persona and you are at ease even with strangers. You usually find your way with most people and situations. You are a good speaker and tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing. You are loving and affectionate, but you might be afraid of commitment.

What kind of Guy will u fall for?

You would fall for the sensitive guy.
You'll find your future man wherever turtlenecks are sold. He will have depth, introspection, and a disturbing knowledge of musical theater. And he may be a little weird. But hey, while your girlfriends cry over broken hearts, you'll be having Shakespeare read to you every night.

What colour Girl are you?

You Are A Blue GirlRelationships and feelings are the most important things to you.You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

What Rose colour are you?

Celeste is a White Rose! Celeste is pure & innocent. Courage and honor hold a special place in your heart. You like doing things the right and proper way.

NAME ANALYSER

L
ucky
I
ntelligent
A
uthentic
U
pscale

Doggy

2008-07-27T08:37:00.000-07:00

watched 'Quill' few days ago. once I clicked on the video, I couldn't get my eyes away from the movie. It attracted me so much, I love Q, a smart,cute and loyal small creature.
Just wondering, sometimes it's good to get along with a doggy rather than a human ^^(no offense) haha
u all shud watch it, it will teach u something. something that u can't get from a friend or a partner. Labrador< I might consider to own one in the future. It would be great having a doggy as an ideal companion.

小心念頭就是念力

2008-07-25T22:32:00.000-07:00

佛家講「願力，念力！」你的願有多大，實踐的力量就有多大。

證嚴法師說過一句話「如果一個父母常常擔心他的孩子，他的孩子會沒有福氣；因為福氣都被父母給擔心掉了。」師父又說：「如果父母希望他的孩子有福氣，就要多多祝福他的孩子，而不是擔心她的孩子。」

朋友聽到這樣的話十分興奮，一回到家馬上轉述證嚴法師的話給他媽媽聽。朋友說，從此以後，他母親就很少再對他嘮叨了，他看到母親也不會再躲，反而在下班之餘，會找母親聊天，他覺得現在他跟母親像朋友一般自在。媽媽常常是一家的靈魂人物，她掌握了一個家的家庭氣氛，我相信：如果沒快樂的媽媽，就很難有快樂的家庭。

然而，大多數的媽媽都過份地擔憂子女：課業，工作，婚姻，健康幾乎無所不擔心，你想這樣的媽媽會快樂嗎？用超心理學的潛意識說法，就是所謂的「心想事成」這句話。一件事情如果你用很大的「念力」去相信它，它就會如你所相信的去「實現」你的相信。一個媽媽如果相信：她的孩子有能力去面對他自己的生活困境與難題，那麼這個相信就是一個「祝福」，而她的孩也會因著這樣的祝福而蒙福的。想反的，如果一個母親老是「覺得」她的孩子不懂事，不會照顧自己，一定會吃虧上當的，那麼這個「擔心」很可能就成了「詛咒」，以後你的孩子果然就會如你之前所擔心的那樣，老是出狀況令你擔心。

從今天起，我們當要當心去檢查自己的每個「念頭」，你對孩子，是擔心多？還是祝福多呢？真的，愛你的孩子，與其擔心，不如祝福吧!

I think my mum is the kind as mentioned above. She believes that I able to settle every obstacles and face the problems steadily. I love freedom, don't like to report everything I did to my mum. Luckily she is an open-minded mum, never demand me to tell her everything.She seldom phone me,as I know she is actually care for me. I m glad that I have her wishes ^^

舒服vs束缚

2008-07-25T21:59:00.000-07:00

今天起得比平时早，约了朋友吃早餐。
喜欢和一群剪接师吃东西。他们不会计较价钱、想吃就吃；也不会想说要减肥就吃得很少。
吃得舒服、吃得开心、也吃得放心
喜欢凤凤大姐式的细心
喜欢晓婷迷糊式的可爱
喜欢Kah Chun幽默的谈笑方式
喜欢Esther邻家女孩式的恬静
喜欢阿鸿大方的性格（一直买食物但自己却吃得少，听说甘仔都是那个最帮参他的人）
虽然蛮多时候不晓得他的笑点在哪哈哈

有时静静听别人的谈话也是一种学习方式、也更能了解自己。
失望的一个周末，不能回家。
就如凤凤说的，或许不能回家是因为某些惊喜会发生呢，也说不定呢！^^

五‘味‘参杂的一天

2008-07-25T07:31:00.001-07:00

运气不是很好的一天呢
去到人挤人的PUDU车站，才知道车票卖完了。结果原先的计划都泡汤了。
很讨厌事情不在我计划中的那种感觉。超没安全感。
被逼改变计划，不能回家喝老同学碰面，不能回家吃榴莲、红毛丹、山竹（姐夫买的，唉:( 好想念这些热带水果哦，不能和姐姐的女儿们玩耍了。。。)***很想念那两个小瓜
更糟的是，竟然花费了两个小时的时间来买轻快铁的车票。
天哪，好恐怖的人龙！大家都在排队等买车票。哇，卖票处里什么‘奇异’的味道都有。。
说怎样我都不会再在6-8pm这段时间去这鬼地方了呃
和浩嘉、俊龙吃了晚饭回到家后，为了让心情变得更好，就做面膜。哈哈，感觉好很多。
今天终于有时间休息了，是时候玩电脑游戏了咯 ^^

做了个蛮准的心理测验：

平和型（隨和豁達，樂天知命）
您通常是溫暖、友善、忍耐、隨和、不好競爭，以及愛說話。您偏好和平、有組織、可預期而舒服的生活。您喜歡配合環境，因而很難知道自己的優先次序，變成跟隨別人所希望而去做事，有時候甚至模仿別人說話的腔調、用詞，以及身體語言。

優點：非常主動，具有眾多興趣和嗜好。您喜歡與人為伍，可以為了別人而發揮最具生產力的工作成效。

缺點：您會「自我遺忘」，失去了什麼是對自己真正重要的覺察力。您很容易分心，即使一個人時，亦有可能把高度優先的事情留到最後才做。看起來很像是拖延，但並不故意。

愛情：您一旦擁有了關係，不會想到分離，而且會承諾去經營恆常不分離的關係。您既忠誠又慷慨，可以不帶妒忌或競爭心去支持並慶賀伴侶的成功，當伴侶的需要浮現時，更能給予回應。
您的憤怒最有可能在親密關係中顯現。因為當您迎合別人時，自己就消失了。「我有好長一段時間不知道自己的感覺，總是一片空白。當她投射出她所認為我感覺到的事情時，我們便陷入爭吵。我痛恨這種情形，但是對於引發我找到自己想要什麼確實有幫助。」

安定方位：成就型
在安定的狀態下您會變得很專一，能在短時間內完成許多傑出的事。

壓力方位：忠誠型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得充滿恐懼，意識到所潛在的威脅，不但變得退縮，甚至唯命是從、好鬥、彆扭而且更頑固。

建意：
問問自己的想法，而非顧慮別人的意見注意您對改變的不適感，學習歡迎新事物。注意您的頑固和被動式抗拒

最渴望：和洽相處
最恐懼：有紛爭，有衝突
最難達到的美德：果斷 (Right action)
最難克服的執念：懶惰 (Sloth)
http://www.parttimegroup.com/PartTimeLove/Assessories/NineType/_Paper1.aspx

Assigmmentsss..

2008-07-23T09:40:00.001-07:00

I can start to feel the great pressure this week
tension--cz of assignments
tension--cz of boredom of life
tension--cz of uncertainty- something that I need to confirm but duno how

To make my day, I start to wear clothes that I seldom wear in uni.
This is definitely helps in bringing back my laughter ^^
Moody everytime think of the assignments.Sigh!

......

2008-07-22T06:15:00.000-07:00

If I were a dog , I would be happier..

If I were a cat, I might be pampered by my master..

If I were a bird, I could fly to whenever I want..

If u were me, u wil find how terrible the life is without faith..

No faith in relationship, no faith in own performance...this is lamentable

~better DnEfed,TcEtoRP flesym

I am alone out here,even more alone now**

Words from friends

2008-07-21T08:10:00.000-07:00

Met few secondary classmates at 8.30pm, taking dinner with them.
It's nice to gather with friends that u'r like ages din see or contact ^^
Exchanging our latest info while eating. talking about my future career and all those assignment that flooded my life recently, they said :

''not worth to earn money for letting doctor to earn it later

u really gotta consider abt ur working life health when u finish course n selecting job...

timely meals and selecting healthy food are very important...

working till late night for long period of days, is very harmful to our LIVER

hmm...more responsibility, but still resting is to able ourselves to 'travel' further''

Sigh! thanks for u guys concern. bt sometimes, when u have passion in doing something, u just tend to forget everything, everything that relates to u,even the troubles that bother u so much...

A selfish Hedgehog

2008-07-20T05:21:00.000-07:00

动物世界里
刺猬不会无缘无故地去刺伤别人
他只会在自我保护意识很强时
才会伤了别人
人类世界里
如果刺猬本身不觉得自己的刺是尖锐的
那我相信他也不会随意伤害身旁的人

我能原谅他的不成熟
但不能原谅他永远都不成长的处事方法

顺道一提
献给他身旁的LJ脸 -- 你还真他妈的吵
也真高兴发现到其实还蛮多人赞同我的想法

Relaxing

2008-07-19T09:44:00.000-07:00

After completing one of the tough assignments, it's time fo me to rest for at least 1 day.Aikss...rest for today then tomorrow will need to shoot again :(
Pea leaves to Singpore tomorrow. all the best yea! and be extra careful! my prayer and wishes will always be with u, add oil.

Magic Show

2008-07-18T12:10:00.000-07:00

Dear 'Coperfield' :

Nowadays, there is not much magicians in this world. I am happy that u happened to be one of the magicians that appeared in my life right now ^^ My personal interpretation, magician is not a person that play tricks, but he is the one who blends our life with the different colours, who makes our life more delightful.
The imaginary painting that u are created has a pleasing shapes and colors where it matches the hopes and wishes; where it drives the dreams to the truth. Thanks...

From CL

Exhausted

2008-07-17T11:53:00.000-07:00

Haha, I m still awake though is ed 3am.is about to put in the subtitles ^^
I think is was a correct decision that we finish the doco at home, the font is better as well .
Hopefully tomorrow we can pass up on time lor...
Add oil...

加油加油！！

2008-07-15T11:53:00.000-07:00

It's ed 3am in the midnight...oh! i m stil figuring how to do the 3 shots.
Kam is suggesting something on it and we r trying now.hope can make it.
I wana cry ed, he used the key frame where i hate the most n i m very lousy in adjusting the key frames :(
now, i m going to overcome my weakness, If i manage to face it then i shall become a better person, gampate!!
If it is success, make a toast for me!
but...where is the key frame?

It's Real

2008-07-14T12:20:00.000-07:00

Went Sunway yamcha after editing.
It's real about the legend of James Bond.
Watched The Rock(starred Sean Connery and Nicholas Cage) while chatting with friend at Mamak stall...With the wide screen n open space of the so called 'cinema' I finished the show.
S.Connery is still very attarctive though ed old.
A typical Hollywood movie, potraying their 'super hero' idea,however I m still favoring it cz it's entertaining ^^ release my tension of the day, phew~free watching some more, compare to go for a movie at TGV or GSC HaHa

Trial and Error

2008-07-13T10:43:00.000-07:00

Trial and eror is a good method in doing thing.
It's been a hectic week, editing, editing, and editing...
I tried to explore something that I m interested in even though having a tight schedule.
I always believe that life is wonderful if u learn new things and obtain satisfaction through it after u success to complete it^^

At last, I fix a 1G Ram inside my pc wahaha...Adobe After Effects and Adobe Premiere Pro are being installed in MY pc...hohoho...I gonna take a short course in Adobe After Effects.

Tension yet Enjoyable

2008-07-11T12:40:00.000-07:00

It's good to have friends by ur side when u r doing something that needs lotta afford and enerygy!! It's our TEA TIME (with jia hui and eiei)

Going to friend's house to learn After Effects, a cool software!
Friend's son--very cuteeee....haha :)

最近，我喜欢上颜色，就五彩缤纷的颜色！我相信是受某位傻妹的影响咯哈哈^^

色彩鲜艳的画面总是令人觉得愉悦，令人不再感觉孤单，令人回忆起曾经发生过的快乐事情。

有谁希望自己时常带着悲观的想法呢？偶尔，生活上的不愉快会令我们很不沮丧、想想有色彩的画面--你生命中曾出现过的彩虹，欢乐的片段。

想起小时候，曾学过绘画。很喜欢画画的感觉。当想要自闭的时候，我会把所有的想法用水彩给涂鸦出来。当心情因爸爸与隔壁变态、暴力的邻居吵架而受影响时，我会把所有的不开心给画出来。老师还称赞过我哦:)

可惜的是，学了几个月后，家里因经济拮据，我被逼停止学画。恰巧老师也因某些事而即将离职。

这是我的遗憾，我告诉自己，如有机会，我会再重新上回绘画课程！

当时老师还拍照和我们留念。小时候没啥机会拍照，这绝无仅有的几张照片至今也不知被我收去哪了，唉~

我真心希望身旁的人都快快乐乐地过每一天，过得很有色彩！祝福您们!

FaITh

2008-07-11T10:49:00.000-07:00

【友情】世上唯一無刺的玫瑰，就是友情。有朋友的人死得早。沒有朋友的人，活著豈非和死了差不多。一個人如果能把他的感觸和他的朋友們共享，縱然無酒，也是愉快的。聰明的主人都知道，用笑來款待客人，遠比用豐盛的酒菜更令人感激。一個人往往會在最奇怪的時候、最奇怪的地方，和一個最想不到的人變成朋友，甚至他們自己都不知道這種情感是怎麼來的。
【愛情】原來能為自己所愛的人吃苦，竟也是一種快樂，只是世上有幾人能享受到這種快樂。人為什麼總是對自己已得到的情感不加以珍惜，卻在失去後再追悔呢？而這種痛苦，本來就是人類最古老，最深邃的痛苦。愛情不是占有的，而是供給與犧牲的。

Was impressed by these 2 short descriptions of friendship and love relationship. Don't we need to view the 2 relationships as being told above? Just reached home from friend's house, learning Adobe After Effect. I am very hapy cz he managed to help us solve some editing problem that worried me a lot a lot :) It's glad that he is willing to help.
I can predict my future few weeks life. It will be the busy, frustrated, tension bla bla bla weekssss..Sigh, ed 5 days sitting in front of UTAR pc after attending classes. Not taking dinner on time, got no enough sleep, not doing other assigments except editing @_@
This is our last 2nd production. We are very concern about it, just wana do our best in the DOCO prodcution. I think that is y I can endure frustration, hungriness, and etc..A big size girl like me can even dun eat just because of the editing haha.
There is another reason why though, cz I have a passion for editing video. and I m only enjoy editing VIDEO... Other than that, I would only have little tiny patience in edit others such as graphics, audio and effects. I start to think, am I suitable to be an editor?I have lost faith in myself :(

Caffeine Effect

2008-07-08T10:47:00.001-07:00

kind of like the composition and angle of this photo ^^

Drinking a cup of coffee make me emotionally 'excited' for the whole night, gosh ^^
I still left one chapter, others all flipped through ed (tomorrow will have another midterm going on, again...haiz..)

I can see the change inside me recently. After internship, I strongly feel that, the academic performance is really nothing! People will evaluate you from what u have done, what u manage to do and what have u been successfully done, the world out there is very cruel isn't it? but... I like it, cz it can test ur patience, test ur ability, and urge u to become a stronger person, HAHA
once u have gone through the test, u will definitely transform in a better person :)

Extrass

2008-07-04T05:52:00.001-07:00

Me~Sophia - the little cute cast appeared in AOG drama.

She has got chicken pox but now nearly recover

The most beacutiful kid in Ti-Ratana, I suppose hehe. S

he has fair skin, and very well-behaved

The skinny, fragile baby is just came to this world

for 2 weeks~ Siew Man's friend-Teng

Siew Man and her little cutie~yan yan

It was a very good experience for me while being a volunteer in Ti-Ratana Orphanage on Saturday. Playing around with kids there, distributing the snacks to them, holding them so that they wun fall down as they learnt to walk etc..
Many of them live without a warm family, they were taking their short nap in a small room.sleep on the floor,while got 3 kakak looking after them ^^anyone who is interested in adopting the babiesss, u may ask the num from me. U only need to pay RM 100 just to adopt the baby. U can also visit them anytime u want.
Think about it deeply, u save RM 100 and u can help them all.They can eat and wear better^^
I love Sophia very much,after graduate I am going to adopt her.She is very cute and hyperactive hehe.

Excitement

2008-07-02T08:55:00.000-07:00

Bought a 160GB external hard disk, hooray! i can transfer my movies into it then download many many films again!
playing games is the way of releasing tension. It's ed 12.14 in the midnight but i still dun feel like studying, get addicted to the games n the songs. I love music very muchhh!! ^^
Good luck to me for tomorrow test. Sigh, i can predict my bad day :( huhuhu....

Organizing

2008-07-01T09:32:00.000-07:00

It's time for me to organize my 'things to do' and to have good time management in order to live life to the fullest ^^ Sigh, it's been a so-so day. a bit bored + a bit fun + a bit frustrated.
I agree to the saying 'human being is living in his own contradictoriness'. Sometimes, we do not even know what we want, what we wana achieve.

Like this photo^^seems slimmer. Kudos for SoonTeng (helped 2 tk this pho2)

Taking dinner with friends at Murni, bumped into Bangla.He is thinner i think but he denied it.Ceh, I wish to hear the sentence :"You're thinner" but nobody tells me pun haha. Anyway, still add oil in keeping fit^^
Thursday will have the midterm of Meda Ethics, need to struggle in reading the notes again. I suppose no need sleep ed tonight :(

Friendster Horoscope for July 2, 2008

There is a tense emotional energy around you today -- it seems like everyone is on edge, and you don't want to be the person who sets any one of them off. This is a good time for you to go off and work on your own stuff for a while. If friends are bickering, then opt for solo outings. It's better to miss out on their drama than get caught up in it. And if you can't avoid grouchy team members at work, then at least make sure you're carrying your own weight.

I can predict that tomorrow will be a bad day for me, can feel the anger that is hiden inside me now. HOpefully tomorrow I can stay bubbly as I always do.Oh God, please dun let anyone piss me off, just DUN!

High High High

2008-06-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

Haha, I m very excited, extremely high tonight! Glad that i went for Age of Glory dinner tonight at Chao Yang Restaurant. thanks to jason cz helped me to take so many precious pictures. The photos left mark in my life, where are the evidence of my involve in AOG production.

I drink a lot of red wine tonight, never been so happy since ages. drunk, headache but it's kind of release. i can sleep soundly without thinking of those unhappy stuffs tonight. Days after tomorrow will be betther than any other days before, I believe! Uploading pics in next blog ^^ Coming SOON muakss....

Exhausted

2008-06-26T09:31:00.000-07:00

A really tiring day. All stupid, selfish ppl appear in a sudden today. I hate hate hate being in the government building. feel like I m 'dirty', dirty in the sense of the spirit. when sitting inside, i will think that i m part of it, i m dirty, corrupted, spoilt nut!! Helll...
Regret cz din really destroy the thing inside, not even one! I SHOULD have kicked the glassed door @##$%# I SHOULD have told them I m from UNITAR but not UTAR,SHit!!! so that they can't trace back if I really spoilt their furnitures or doorsss

Sigh, calm down.Finish the story, here comes the happier part. today is our director's birthday, rushing to PJ to buy gift for her ^^ After tonight shooting, we gave her a surprise. Buy her a tasty cake hehe. Very farney of her, she thought I saw the spirit again when I was trying to stop her from going outside as others were preparing the cake outside (I saw weird, strange transparent creature during our last time production)

Anyway, gone through bitter, sweet, angry feeling etc today.tiring, exhausted but I believe tomorrow will be a brand new day. Let's go sleep! cHA neh~Chao

心情乱七八糟的一天

2008-06-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

今早上完课后就得知大学的摄影机供不应求。
职员安排上的不妥，种种原因令到我们被逼坐下一起讨论找出解决方案。
讨论不出个所以然，明早只好请示导师。希望她能帮到我们（虽然我不觉得她能帮得上忙）
明天得翘课去拍摄，希望老师明天教的别那么令人费解啊。。。
今天心情很不好，一直想要拼命花钱来填补心灵深处的空虚。
在MURNI拍摄完毕、回家，好累。。。累，当一想起明天的谈判
期待又担心明天的拍摄
最近的心情都很矛盾，明知道时间已不够了，我还不愿意赶快把课业做完。
p/s: 人永远都是最麻烦的动物! 某些吃粪的人把事情搞砸了就让我们收尾,真他妈的!

乱七八糟的自己，乱七八糟的生活，乱七八糟的心情。。。
I need something or even someone to inspire me

Contented

2008-06-24T10:11:00.000-07:00

Tonight is a great night! This is the first time I think that shooting is very fun. When u managed to take the shots that u want, u will definitely feel happy and excited. Physically tired but mentally excited- this is what I felt right now ^^ A group of passionate, young and energetic girls, contributing own ideas throughout the shooting; this is exactly what we want!!

Today is a big day as well. my best friend + roomate's online shop open!! Anyone who is interested, u may view on http://www.lelong.com.my/merchant/littlemia.htm
Only girls attire is available heehee...

Watching movie is one of my habbits. For those who know me well, they will discover that I hate to watch films with sad ending. I used to be a girl with 'excess' positive thinking, I choose to watch films which have happy ending (kind of running away from accepting the existence of tragediesss in this world, sigh) As times pass, I learn on how to cope with those sad incidents that happened in the world. Thus, started to watch movies with piteous ending.

A luCKy day ^^

2008-06-23T07:08:00.000-07:00

Again, Comm Law lecture made me felt dizzy..today lecture is much better than before. I got a feeling, I think the lecturer feels headache about our class. He explained every single words once saw our facial expression are blur, haha. Poor him, thanks to him as well, doesn't give up on us so easily ^^

Very lucky of us. We went for video shoot at Double Vision, met with ex colleagues. They taught us on how to handling the cam, framing, audio pick up etc. Few of them were becoming our interviewee.

Xiao Teng + Kam-our temporary cameraman ^^

Xiao Teng and Kam are our extras for tonight shoot, haha. However, Chee Wah (editor) and Wai Go (director) are our interviewees. They are all cooperative, very much appreciate their sincere help.

Change your InNEr soundtrack by pressing 'stop' on -ve thoughts!

Horoscope

2008-06-21T02:28:00.000-07:00

Browsing through the friendster horoscope message -- A new discovery will inspire you to instigate the changes that you need to make. Haha, I think it's 100% fit my today experience!

It is our first day of doco shooting. Very 'challenging' and fun. I think it aroused my adventurous trait in the deepest part of my heart. I miss this feeling, the feeling of doing something without bothering others, kind of 'rebellious', isn't it? During my youthful age, I always act without considering consequences. It's just weird, when we eventually become older, we tend to think more, and consider more before making a decision. Along the process of 'thinking', we might miss something precious..something that actually need us to do. Do we have the medicine to halt the aging process??? Hmm...just wonder hehe

Learning Adobe After Effect with Eiei, Jia Hui, Wan Ying and also our DEAREST temporary teacher (Ah Kam) ^^

Happy to work with my team members. I know we are all hoping the best inthis production. Just Add OIL, we will manage to do it no matter what ^^

Lesson of today!

2 things to bear in mind while involving in a prodcution:

1)Good leadership - Choosing a capable leader is as important as choosing ur life partner

2)Planning - Contribution of everyone's opinion during discussion

A fantastic lecture

2008-06-19T02:52:00.000-07:00

Was regret because I should have taken the initiative to find for the video clips after Pauline told us about 'The Last Lecture' talk by Dr. Randy Pausch.

I love few lines he touched about in his talk :

1) Brick walls let us show our dedication. They are there for a reason. They let us prove how
badly we want things

2) Be prepared, 'luck' is where preparation meets opportunity

3) Find the best in everybody, u may have to wait for a long time, sometimes years but people will show you their good side. Just keep waiting, no matter how long it takes.No is all evil, everybody has a good side, just waiting, it will come out. Wait long enough, and people will surprise and impress you

No doubt, many people have talked about these lines before, but I like the way Dr. Randy conveyed the essence of the sentence to us. Spend an hour to sit in front of the PC, slowly savouring a cup of coffee and I am sure u will get something meaningful from Dr. Randy's speech.

Unbearable feeling

2008-06-18T00:13:00.000-07:00

There is no word can explain my feeling. I have been trapped into an unknown situation. I dislike everything that around me, no passion in dealing with everything around me. Sigh!
Today, I skipped the tutorial class, just for the reason that I am not feeling wanted to attend it~~what a wreck!
Utar staff phoned me, urged me to pay for the student bill.Well, PTPTN loan not out yet. I was being informed by my friend, it will only out on 25 June 2008. Again, I need to think of how to dig out the money to live :(
My worst weakness, I wouldn't plan well for my money, always...I like to spend money whenever I feel happy. I shall change my this BAD attitute.
I hate the feeling of losing control in my own life. I want to manipulate my own life, do whatever I like, without considering any other factors, is it possible? Uncertainties make me feel frustrated and angry..

~Learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all~

Frustrated, anyone can help?

2008-06-17T06:01:00.000-07:00

I an uninstalling and reinstalling my printer for so many times ed, no mood to do my other homework sigh!!!
y the printer keep on showing 'paper jam' as there is no paper inside???!!
is it because of the downloaded driver?
leave me a msg if u have came across this problem before and would like to share with me the solutionsss...^^ thanks

Tests on ME

2008-06-17T05:07:00.000-07:00

***You Are A Blue Girl***

Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

***Hazel eyes***

People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS. They have the most unusual relationships. They're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY challenge. They are also the best in bed. You are easily bored and mentally agile.

Extraordinary

2008-06-12T02:13:00.000-07:00

At last, we have at least came out with the script outline,matter that bothered me so many days has been resolved. Now, I will need to have condfidence in what I am going to do.
Trust it, injects my passion in it and everything will be fine at the end ^^
It is better don't think too much, treat it as my masterpiece and do my BEST, gampate!

First step to be the extraordinary is not to think that you're ordinary!

Exhausted

2008-06-11T08:49:00.000-07:00

I m tiring of digging ideas from the deepest part of my brain.
Thanks to a lovely girl who cares for me, always cheer me up with her lovely voice, warm message and funny funny behaviour ^^
Thanks to an adorable girl who always fetch me home, makes my life not so hard ^^
Thanks to those friends that are willing to do their best in order to produce a good doco..
Again I need to inspire by someone or something. I am just like the hay, seeking for water.
Anyway, I need to face it all by myself though. so sad...:(

Think

2008-06-10T08:11:00.000-07:00

I try my very best to think, try my very hard to convince myself: this is a good idea though, be positive think a bit la!!
Where has my positive attitute been gone? I wouldn't find the answer right now,better go to sleep, tomorrow will be a brand new day.
We are liable to make mistakes. Yet, correct it after realising the problems occurred.
Phew~ anyway hope tomorrow we will at least come out with something better.

~~PASSION~~

Real isn't how you are made, it's the thing that happens to you

郁闷、低潮期~~

2008-06-09T02:34:00.000-07:00

郁闷的天气和郁闷的我

上完了郁闷+没啥信心可以靠好成绩的一堂课后，天气变得更郁闷了！
天哪我还真的不是很听得懂他在教什么。在门口遇见讲师，无可否认我蛮赞成他的说法
不是受英文教育的学生是会在课堂上听得不大懂。Bingo! 唉~挫败感简直快杀了我@@

生理及心理上的不舒服令我的笑容变得很僵硬
在马来店遇见旧同事，有点生疏、有点不知所措。不知道该和他们说些什么。寂静了一会儿，我想我也该走了。

人是不是都会在某个阶段和某些人感情很好，然而久没联络，一切就会变回零呢？

Summarising...

2008-06-06T03:07:00.000-07:00

At last, I have decided to make a summary of my recent life haha ^^

A picture speaks thousand words, let my snap shots explain what i was doing few days, or months ago (guys, dun scold me haha i m just lazy to put in long sentences)

I had been knewing the yellow-shirt guys for 6 years,guess who is he?ChA-Na, he is the ticket seller of Cepat Express Sdn.Bhd. at Pudu Bus Station

Went Chiling Waterfall with St.John friends on 1st May 2008

Helped Kit Sir to decorate the wedding stage, a good experience!

sTOrY

2008-04-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

I just knew it, there won't be happy ending in my story
NEVER
Everytime when i thought the suitable cast has appeared, it will definitely turn up to be the tragedy at the end
So what can I still believe in?Believe in my sucks destiny?haha..
I wish to go home, my lovely hometown, everytime I found my life is miserable, and everytime I realised I could not continue writing my story
there is a saying, you are ur own life story writer. but it is really hard to write my desired storyline and to choose my favourite casts! just HARD and SAD...

Blessed

A day at uni

2008-04-20T20:46:00.000-07:00

It is a relaxing day, went to office to certify the appendices- met with jiahui, yiing yng, chee ang etc ^^ I m now sitting on the utar lab chair, typing out the report while on9-ing. many students around me, they are having exams later. poor them, n poor me! i can see me in them as i need to get back Utar to study again very soon :(
Peliknya, now only i realised how come i always blogging at the beginning of my day but not the end of my day??!

Full Stop

2008-04-20T01:47:00.000-07:00

Yo, the internship finished ed. got no feeling towards it. sad?heavy hearted? nope....
I m really glad that thru this internship, i knew a lot of friends..came across many many good and bad things. It enriches my life experience ^^
Stupid monitor, I need to come office to type my final report, that is the reason why I am not so sad after leaving Double Vision. I will still need to come here to type report :(
today is Sunday, I really enjoy the moment of being alone at office. nobody disturbs me, leaving me here to listen to music..hehe and to type the report!
Wednesday is the due date of final report. Tomorrow I would need to come back here again to find my supervisor to certify on my sample works. hope today I can at least finish the attachment oo

Good Day!

Transformation

2008-04-06T04:31:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG!!!
I need changes, I need strong will to change!!

A moody me not suitable for Chin Li *_*
A lazy me not suitable for Chin Li *_*

Answer to Your HEaRT

2008-04-05T01:43:00.000-07:00

Most of the time in ths week, I was waiting for people. I dun mind to wait, but do let me know earlier. After coming to KL, I have learnt to always keep a book in my bag. I may read on the book in case my friend cannot reach the meet up venue on time. At least, I would not feel my time has been wasted by just waiting others.

Very bad temper recently. Ed few times, I almost threw tantrum in front of many ppl @_@

Have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become

Luckkkk Part II

2008-04-01T09:47:00.001-07:00

Today is April Fool, a memorable April Fool....
received a call from DSA, asking me to go UTAR take scholarship application form.
I was shocked by this 'good' news,as I just woke up, just on my handphone
Somebody fooled me? Hmm...EiEi reminded me that,today is 1st of April...
Again, SHOCK! faster call back to the number..stupid me, is REAL..malulah!
I was tercungap-cungap while talking to the receptionist :{
I guess this is my kurma since I like to 'cheat' others haha

Keep on scolding people in front of friends tonight. Ed long time din scold people GAO GAO
really tired when angry at others, wasting my time and energy, making me looks fierce and old and long gas..Dear friends, try ur best to keep ur EQ High High High~~TBC

Just accept my good luck!

2008-03-31T09:08:00.000-07:00

Dear Diary,

Very happy today! maybe because of the coffee that i drink in this morning. Its caffeine content made me excited for this whole day ^^ good things keep on happened today:
1) The network worker came collect my 5 months network fee ON TIME
2) Talked to Vicky and she tried to assign me to post production department. Yeah, she made it!
LOVE her ^^
3) Crystal asked me to go ahead for my favourite stuff, thanks to her! n becasue of her
understanding, I will stay after 6pm to accompany and help her.
4) Jiahui always accompany me to stay til late night, LOVE u too Jiahui! ^^ haha
5) Planning now to go Port Dickson with Jason, HanLin,EiEi and others (iris, jhui n wling might
not join) after 16th April. haiz.....btw: carol, r u flying to some where after ur training?^^
6) Last but not least, thanks to EE, u have made my day so 'colourful', 'wonderful','challenging'!

From
Always Lucky Girl (hopefully)

SSSSSholeee

2008-03-29T22:02:00.000-07:00

To XXX:

Never ever complain about others as YOU are worser! @_@

From,
girl who 鄙视 XXX

TRUTH

2008-03-27T11:48:00.000-07:00

Thanks to :

those who cheat me
those who bluff me
those who talk loud n do less

I am disappointed yet happy cz u teach me on how to differenciate who can be my friend and who cannot

those who appreciate my help
those who reveal me of the mask of fake ppl out there
those who teach me the editing software and machine

I am happy yet feeling sad cz u guys are the minority group in this world

Today, one of lovely younger sis visit me, asking me to update my blog wor....
"Even few words oso ok" haha ^^ my cute and poor classmate..I think after this internship, me and you wil become stronger and more mature! take any challenges now as a hindrance which will lead us to our future successful undertaking!
As usual, taking dinner with my another lovely younger sis. I enjoy this wonderful and relaxing moment. No need to think those conflict, just to enjoy the meal in front of me ^^ I guess this is the reason y I become fatter and fatter, die la this time..TBC-a short form learning from my supervisor 'to be continued' haha

It's 10.18am

2008-03-02T20:02:00.000-08:00

Part I
Just reach office. This morning, I received calls from team B PA-told me that the agent who helps me to find extras didn't pick up the phone. We use his talent today, call time is 9.30am. nobody was there when they reached. Cancel the talent, means that I need to deal with the agent again...still didn't pick up the phone @#$%$@!%$@%&^!&

Part II
2nd audition for next drama. there will be many people come today, to meet up with the directors and producers. Luckily Jason is here to help me..^^

Part III
Starting to busy in finding tomorrow extras. 20 people,expensive! I give it to agent to handle

My Plan After Internship

2008-03-02T12:16:00.001-08:00

1) Keep Fit-Eat more fruits and vege - Exercisesssssss

2) Arrange my free time to be a volunteer at Ti-Ratana - I like the kids there - They made my day

3) Save up money for graduation trip at the end of this year

4) Go back Telelink and work - supervisor will kill me I guess,ed 2 months din go to work - Poor

5) Hang out with friends - SHOPPING

6) Start packing my stuff - move out in the end of this year

Another horrible NIGHT

2008-03-01T07:03:00.000-08:00

WTF! Everything keeps on changing!
I really dun like the feeling of LAST MINUTE change! y?
I am just an intern.I m not suppose to be given great responsibility.
other than stress, still stress...SHit people, shit shit shit people.HUMAN BEINGS always so MA FAN! Dun demand too much on others, If u can make it, doesn't mean others can make it. And u urself cannot make it, lagi dun ask others make it for u

Feel BAD

2008-02-27T07:03:00.000-08:00

烦躁的一天。每天都重复做一样的事情。
今天来了几位去年（应该是吧^^）明星偶像的前二十名入选者。
很可爱，超爱玩的大男生大女生。和他们对槁是件蛮有趣的事情........
至少为我无趣的生活增添一些色彩
几天来都在吃营养晚餐，清淡，适合我胃口但有点贵。快破产了
臭石头，害我刚到餐厅时便冲上二楼的厕所吐，驾车还真快呐@_@
才刚吃完，另我倒胃的事情发生了！
我是生气自己呢？还是别人？自己吧........
原本以为是很简单很容易解决的事情但最终自己还是做错了
很想就此关电话让全世界的人都找不到我，可以吗？
很久没浮起的念头有出现了，我可以让随便一辆车子撞倒吗？
住院后就不需要去理会公司的事情了，可以吗？崩溃
什么都不想做，不回公司了，自个儿走去watson,guardian,7-11买东西
花了大概RM60，更加没钱了，不管，这就是任性的我
明天再去公司继续繁重的工作，不管，这就是懒惰的我
关了电话睡觉，不管，这就是喜欢逃避现实的我
是该向人道歉了，最终我还是做错了........希望她能谅解
很想找个人谈谈天，很郁闷很沮丧很很很沮丧很很很很没信心

2008-02-24T08:40:00.000-08:00

There is another new 20-episode Chinese Drama – Exclusive Edition, which is in its pre-production stage. My supervisor and I are busy with the casting session. We are looking for the new talented artists to be joined in this new series.

I learn on how to do the master rundown. One of the Age of Glory assistant directors was here to teach me about this complicated ‘excelled’-master rundown. Master rundown is a very important file for the production coordinator to use when he or she is doing the daily rundown. They will know what the shooting locations are and who are the main casts involved in that certain scene by just glancing at the master rundown. Besides, it is vital to let them check back how many scenes do the main casts left towards the end of the shooting.

After typing out the master rundown, I would need to sort out the location breakdown and every scene of every main cast. It helps casting manager to calculate out how many days the main casts need to be involved in that drama. In addition, casting manager also can do the budget of the main casts’ payment according to the file.

It is better to deal with computer rather than human beings. They are all very complicated and sensitive, sometimes we will get scold when they are in bad temper, while sometimes we are praised when they are in good temper. I have learnt on how to deal with others and pretty sure of what I want to be in the future. Post production department is the one that I will choose to work in, in the future. As an editor, I need to get myself ready by learning Adobe After Effects, Final Cut Pro and few others editing software.

Still remember that i told my friend, i wana be a production coordinator or a producer in the future. well, I am a ficker-minded girl. Haha, now i changed my mind. i wana continue my initial ambition, which is to be an editor ^^

A Scary Waiting

2008-02-19T14:45:00.000-08:00

It's 5am in the morning, waiting for PA or AD to call and 'scold' me :(
i m not sure whether the extras that i found are suitable or not. haiz..sleepy yet not sleepy
God, it's been very stress.today shooting needs very specific extras, they need one mat salleh, one guy or girl that looks like mat salleh, and another 2 background extras.cool,it's a last minute order from AD. i tried my best to find for her, hopefully she will accept...urghhhhhh...n hopefully they dun call me! dun! dun!

Release A bit

2008-01-22T09:47:00.000-08:00

It's been long long time i din blogging, seems ages
Many things happened in this 1 month
I have gone through 'darker' side of production, knowing who is good or who is bad, n i learnt not to trust people so easily
this world is so complicated, full with heterogenous people, fill with weirdoSssSS as well
Ha ha, I din really get to sleep well everyday. just before 8am the production team will start to phone me, asking me about their extras stuff since i m incharging of those ke le fei stuff
If i were to choose i wun join this department
I become very sensitive during this month ++..yea..cried many times, vomit out my meals everytime i eat it..of course not everytime la, exxagerate hehe
however,there are stll happy moments that i hav spent when having video shooting in Port Dickson
i knew many cute cute young boys n girls, knew many of my old aunty n uncle extras
the most important is i m cose with our accommodation boss. I plan to ask my friends go PD after our training on 16.4.2008 hahaha....free one ar the accommodation, they promised
I have been brought to many many nice stall that sell nice n delicious food.OMG i become fatter
some more not enuf sleep, lagi gemuk cz shui3 zhong3..:(
tomorrow is my off day, after requesting from my supervisor. wat can i do?shopping?i think i will...i will go check my ptptn loan, if ed bank in to my account, i m going to clear my debt n buy one handphone. halo there, my hp at last condemn ed!! haha

sleepy, nighty nighty ya guys!! ~ chin li

What a hectic day and night!!

2007-12-27T13:01:00.000-08:00

It's ed 5am in the early morning. I am still at company. Received message from an extra, told me that he is going to fly to other places for another job on his shooting day, which is TODAY ar!!! :(
Since knowing this bad news, I cannot sleep and planned to stay til 6am, waiting for the AD come cz they will have shooting at 7am. To tell them the bad news and to find out the solution. It is not the moment to blame whose fault. I am pretty sure the extra is ed being informed few days ago by my colleague, on 25th that day itself. But somehow, misunderstand...I oso do not know...confused!

Haiz...very scared now. I scared will I be kena or others will be kena 'SHOOT'??!! Only god knows it @_@ To be continued...waiting for my later news lar....scared,wat a wreck!

ps: what I learnt this few days is 'PLANNING IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING, A SUPER DUPER IMPORTANT THING IN ALL PRODUCTION'

MixeD Day

2007-12-22T10:19:00.000-08:00

Today is Dong Zhi. I guess it is the most special Dong Zhi for my past 23-years life.

Going out for video shooting with jiahui and chee haur tomorrow haha, v looking forward! I would nit to settle many things tomorrow as well. Hope I can handle itz! Gonna sleep now, 6.30am nit to be at double vision.

Things to do for ToMOrrOw

2007-12-21T09:58:00.000-08:00

Thanks for teaching me so many things, I shall keep on learning new things.
Thanks for bringing me to those very nice restaurant and having meals, I will keep on going there to increase my weight.
Thanks for accompanying me to stay till midnight, I will be ur companion oso for the rest of the training period.
Thanks for making me exercise everyday, I will do it often so that can become slimmer-contradicts 2nd statement.
Contacting artists and extras which will expand my network. In fact. I chat with few very good artists today, good manners with friendly tone.
Wearing long pants to avoid the 'attack' of mosquitoes.
Preparing myself to meet a friend tomorrow, taking lunch and hopefully can go buy and eat tang yuan ^^ed been 5 years din eat :(
Printing out the next day scripts so that every talent know their dialogues thus I wun 'kena'. In fact, I 'kena' ed yesterday. Feel guilty cz they din scold me but advise me to be extra kful next time, touched.
Focusing on the call time and the date/time of shooting, so that I can give accurate and correct info to the extras. In fact, I 'kena' today. Nit to be XXXtra KKKful ar Chin Li!
Sleep earlier so that I can go telelink n work. I wish Sunday would not have video shooting ^^

A FuNnY DiscovEry

2007-12-20T10:46:00.000-08:00

Having dinner with colleagues at Amcorp Mall one Japanese restaurant, a lot of choices there, all very delicious! I like the most of the egg custard (日式蒸蛋) ^^ Hope I can go back next time to try other set meals, haha. One very weird thing happened when we were walking to the car park. Everyone was looking at us. I stared them back whenever saw people looking at us like we were animals inside the zoo...==" After discussing with foong foong, we concluded that we are really 'animals', different kind of animals WAHAHAHA

The situation is actually like that, normally broadcasting field comprises of different type of people who work together as a team. At Amcorp Mall, there were fat, thin, short, tall, old , young girls and boys with uniquely born personal appearance inside our group. I think the passers by must be curious about the combination of people in our group, funny! Ha ha ^^

Is 'Dong Zhi' on Saturday, feel sad cz ed 5 years din at home and enjoy the specially made tang1 yuan2 by my granma :( I wish there is no video shooting on Saturday, then I might go out with hometown friends to eat tang yuan together at some where. Haiz..for those who are not from outstation, please appreciate ur days with family members, appreciate everything that they tell u. Even though sometimes u will be annoyed by their overly concern, but u are more xin4 fu2 cz beside ur beloved one.

How do we SUrVive

2007-12-19T09:55:00.000-08:00

We survive because of HapPIness and unHAPpinESs :

Unhappiness which leads to happiness - when u feel sad, u will find or do something to make urself happy
Hppiness which leads to unhappiness - when u feel happy, u will hope to stop that wonderful moment which eventually leads to unhappiness

Am I too pessimistic? In fact, I just think that it is real, it happens in anyone's everyday life. It is a circulation, an endless circulation.

Hidden Story
Living in this heterogenous and complicated world, we live because of others, n others live because of us. The question is, do we really have intersection in between? Is it worth to change urself because of others? just because of the one that may or may not has interaction with u? Life is like a fairy tale, u imagine something when u want something. N u will need to work hard for what u want, there is great sacrifice u will have to pay for, sometimes.
It is not easy to be an artist. Today, I had truely experienced something valuable which might influence my point of view towards life. I did learn, learning on how to be a human being, a patient and humble human being.

What is the human being's funniest characteristic? Is our contradictoriness. We are in such a hurry to grow up, and then we long for our lost childhood. We make ourselves ill earning money, and then spend all our money on getting well again. We think so much about the future that we neglect the present, and thus experience neither the present nor the future. We live as if we were never going to die, and die as if we had never lived.

A niGhT at DV

2007-12-18T08:03:00.000-08:00

Still doing my work in front of PC. Don't know why, I m getting addicted to work till late night in company. Through chatting and talking wif colleagues here, it really makes my life become colourful. Life has many JoYS and sORroWs. I have gone through these two things in just one day time. I didn't know that there is a lot of things that can be occurred in just one day time!

Yea, it was a hectic day again. "Production is all about planning" I have experienced the true meaning which is hidden inside. Well, I just wanted to tell all of my coursemates, really really got alot of things to do arrrrr.N don't ever expect u can go back home earlier.People who manage to handle it, they will success and vice versa. I hope I can be the one who is able to overcome it.

The Moment of DaWN

2007-12-17T10:50:00.000-08:00

It's ed 2.54am in the early morning. I just settle down and take rest..In the meantime, I am doing my daily routine which is to blogging ^^...haha! Again, another incredible workign day. I learnt a lot today, learnt on how to do casting, deal with people, deal with te StUPid photostat machine in my company and etc..

Taking dinner with my colleagues, I felt lucky cz get to know those v nice girls. They are holding their posts as production coordinator, producer or floor manager. 'SuPERwoMAn' is the only word I can describe them. They can at the same time handling dfferent kind of jobs. I m getting more familiar with everything here ^^This is the happiest thing for me at this stage. Tomorrow gonna be a studio set shooting. It will surely be a hectic and busy day. Gampate!

My daily working place - cubicals

A Typical Sunday Night

2007-12-16T06:37:00.000-08:00

Dear Celeste:

Feel Cold, It's a windy night isn't it? windy and lonely night...again, I am alone at home. Thinking of tomorrow training, what am I going to do tomorrow neh?hmm...hopefully I manage to handle. Recently, this is the wish that I always make every night before I go to bed. Foolish? NOpe! Immature? NOPe! Childish? NOPE! This is called SELF-MOTIVATION haha

Taking dinner with friends at Nando's tonight. I do enjoy the meal, but didn't talk alot. Talking about fine dining, my Telelink friend- Wai Hau, told us about the table manner that we need to have in those high class restaurants..What entertaining me the most was when he talked about the embarrassing acts he did when taking dinner there..haha! It made me cannot stop my laughters! I will be one of the customers there some day in the future(at least once), this is what I get inspired after hearing the fine dining stuff from Hau ^^

Sometimes, I just dun feel like joining big group to have dinner. I suspect me myself is getting anti-social this few months. All I hope is just to have few friends to take dinner with, preferably not more than 3. I am getting older, as in physically and mentally. Miss the time I spent in secondary school or during my college time, there is nothing I need to take care of, nothing I need to worry of. As our age increases, the heavier burden will be attached to our back.

Sometimes, the burden on my back seemed to be crushing me to the earth. When I was in this state, I would play the music loudly or drink alcohol==" which help me to have good quality sleep instead of thinking nonsense till cannot fall asleep.Yes, I am that kind f girl who cannot deal with stress well..

Anyway, Chin Li :Good day for tomorrow and the daysss after tomorrow as well!! Nights ^^

ReuNIoN NIght

2007-12-15T09:41:00.000-08:00

It's an incredible night! Shopping in Aurora, Chatting in front of the Big Apple's seats, Wandering around in The Curve, Listening to the comfortable Jazz music - I wish my life would always be like that, but in fact....it's impossible. If I would have chance to make a wish, I will hoping The Lord to stop the sweetest moments of tonight. Today exam was left behind as I enjoyed our reunion very very much.

Having a feeling of 'unsatisfied', is totally not enough for me to have only around 8 hours to chit chat. This is a typical girls' talk haha. We talked about everything, anything that relates to us^^Time flies, though heavy hearted to say good bye, but I forced myself to say it out. Ya...we come to this world alone, and we leave this world alone as well..leaving nothing here. We need to face obstacles alone, however, friends do help when we need companion. the importance of friendship is getting significant in my life nowadays. Is it a good or a bad thing? I duno..one thing I am sure, I m happy to be with them all the time, I dun need to think about other troublesome stuffs.

Looking forward to next time gathering. I hope is gonna be next Saturday^^ Merry X'Mas in advanced!!

URGENT

2007-12-13T19:22:00.000-08:00

Anyone who is interested in ActiNg or JoINinG one mandarin program? U may contact me at 012-3745111..My casting manager needs girls and boys, aged btw 20-60 yr-old. Please help me to spread this among ur friends or relatives, Thanks alot!!

p/s: start doing my revision, today is going to be another sufferring nights..:( Ga Yao!

The ArT of TryING

2007-12-13T09:15:00.000-08:00

Van仔 & ME

Mayfair - Dare2Lose Rehearsal (studio)

Dear Jing Li:

At last, I met my co. supervisor - Crystal Chooi Yak Foon. In fact, she is one of the actress that I knew since I was a small kid. A nice lady, with her sort of serious way of talking. I was quite scare while dealing with her. Not sure whether she is the kind of ppl who wants efficiency. but she talked fast and straight to the points on what she wanted me to do. Not completed the tasks well I think, as there was really many things I need to settle. Hope that I can cope with those jobs quickly. Learnt lots of things today:

Calling up the artists and inform them with the date that they need to be involved in the video shooting - wei, this is cool man~~ haha I get to talk to few artists - Wong Chee Keong黄志强, Cai Ke Li蔡可立, Wen Shao Ping温绍平, Wu You Ping吴友凭 etc...^^ They are so kind and polite! As I faltered out that I am the assistant of Crystal and everything, they were waiting patiently...scare me, I thought maybe they will feel bored and butt in :)
Sending script to those artists by using mail - feel like I am doing some kind of electronic or online business, hor yeng! tech-savvy
Learning how to use fax machine - fortunately Vicky was here today, she taught me on how to use that. Ms Penny, Have u received my fax?
Knowing the format of doing the daily rundown - I ed have the whole set of this month rundown, learning how to contact them before their actual shooting date by searching thru their names, which episode/scene they are in, stated in the rundown
Studio set up - saw Jason set up the stage, very exhasuted I can see from Jason's face. He was sweating all the time, but some how I am pretty sure he enjoyed it very much. All the best Jason!

After settling everything at around 9.30pm, I was heading to studio, find Jason. The Mayfair team still did their rehearsal at studio.They are going to have the live recording tomorrow. Plan to accompany my friend - Foong to edit. But then she felt not so well, gonna back early:( Faster getting good ar Foong Foong! u looks so sick this few days.

Finally, asking Jason and Hanlyn out to yamcha. We chat at the mamak, this is my very first time yamcha-ing with them at section 14. Haha...ed applied leave for tomorrow and Saturday, gonna prepare for my multimedia final ^^gampate my UTAR friends ya!

'When a stranger approaches, and we think he is our brother,

and all conflicts disappear, that is the moment when night ends and day begins'

20% Hectic 40% free 40% Learning

2007-12-12T01:16:00.000-08:00

Dear Jing Li:

A day started with a breakfast at mamak opposite Double Vision. Time flied when chatting with Jason, we were wondering what is our daily rundown today. Reached company at 9.30am, still early, without wasting our time, we get the 'Age of Glory' script from the producer- Yin Ying. In order to have a clearer picture of what kind of program that we follow, it is our obligation to read through all the scripts. However, the more I read the more I was attracted to the story. I ed finished up till episode 35, who is the scriptwriter? Is it possible if u can finish the story by tomorrow? Haha, can't wait to know the resolution/ending part ^^

Today, I have been exercised in Double Vision. I do not have access card which allow me to go into the main entrance, that is y I need to use the staircase to go up all along from ground floor to 3rd floor. And I've been running not less than 10 times, phew~~I wish I could become slimmer after the internship,could it be?I hope can^^Please Santa, this is my only christmas wish for this year! After I messaged Crystal, my direct supervisor, at last I got things to do. I need to call up an artress - Janet Khoo, waiting for her and taking one 2-pages script to her. Besides, I need to take the contract for the actor-Wong Chee Keong to sign.

Gosh, this is the very first time I talked to an actor from a close distance. I was only managed to meet janet Khoo. Oh Oh no...one ed enough! I was damn yu2, was trembling in front of Janet Khoo when she started to ask me explain the script n read out the dialogue to her. It wasn't the main point, the main thing was she kept on STARED at me with her super duper big, beautiful eyes :) Haha, I need to become more steady next time, I knew she was just playing trick on me, hehe..Thanks Janet Khoo! I have finally found out most of the actors are v playful, they are not sombong at all.

Worked til 10pm tonight,busy photostating the script and doing some 'Microsoft Word' stuff. Knew another 3 more friends. They are Ah Heng-editor, Van Zai - 统筹 and Chee Wah-assistant supervisor (not sure actually haha). Again, very nice n friendly ppl, especially the mentally instable Ah Heng ^^ Sorry ya Heng, I need to tell others the truth,cz I got evidence Hahaha! Dun kill me tomorrow, I hope u wun view my blog, god bless me ar~~ Before going home, I hang out at post production department, met up my senior there - Foong Foong. She was sick today, hope she will recover sooner! Now I knew, the editors must be good in handling 3 different kinds of editing softwares (at least one)-Velocity. Final Cut Pro and Adobe Premiere. They are now currently using beta tape to record the shots.

Funny editor~Ah Heng

Editing room ~~ Foong2

Beta Tape

Online Editing Room

It's time to bed. Tomorrow I am going to meet Crystal at 12pm something, I think I might go earlier to settle the script thing first, not yet finish ^^

'You can't make an omelette without breaking eggs'

Alone on the road

2007-12-11T05:57:00.000-08:00

Dear Jing Li:

It was the first day I work as an intern in Double Vision Sdn. Bhd. While waiting for Vicky, I was chating and taking photos with Jason, to reduce our nervousness. Around 11am, we met up with Vicky - our contact person, from her young appearance, I din know that she is actually married and having children. After briefing and giving us a short tour, Vicky asked us to read a 16 series script. Haha, that was hard for Jason I think. He was moving here and there, cannot sit static on the chair. Since I am the kind of people who like to murmur to myself when reading, I finally decided to summarise the story for Jason, this is so called 'one stone two birds' ^^

Jason & ME

Vicky & ME

We are following a mandarin program entitled '情牵南苑' / 'Age of Glory', which the story happened in 60's, witnesses the growth and development of Malaysia. The story is based on the main actress - ROSE. The prodcution team is going to set up the virtual BB Park, which I think Jason might involve in since he is under the Props Master - Ah Fong. However, I still haven meet my supervisior - Crystal, a casting manager. I am going to meet her up on Wednesday. Half way reading, the producer phoned me, asked me to follow the production team C. My day has started! We took a 45 minutes journey to reach Semenyih where the shooting took place. It was raining whole day, making my sports shoes and socks dirty and wet.

In the van, heading to Semenyih

I knew following a production team is tough but I din know that is was that tough :( Luckily, I knew few bubbly and talkative friends there. Coincidently, most of them are same with me. Although I am the PA, but nothing much I can help. I need to take initiative to ask them. The most depress part is, I did but they were all very busy with their works. Feel like I was just disturbing them there. I felt like I was useless there. Haiz....Hope after becoming closer with them, I can help them out. The crews are very professional, it is totally different from our university production team. Once the director or the assistant director don't satisfy with the shot cmposition, clothing, make up or pros, they can fix it within 5 minutes. To tell u frankly, I am not exaggerating! Really! ^^

Bao3 Yan4 (Props assistant) & ME

Yi4 Ling2 (Scriptwriter)

Hoho, moreover, the director is damn YENG, with few words, he can express out what he wants the actors to do. As for those actors, they were very nice and humorous, making all of the crews laugh. Though I saw the familiar actors, I am feelingless. I suppose I am not that kind of people who crazy in chasing the movie stars. Haha, but then they are just like normal people as us. They are humble and friendly. I was touched when the main actress - ROSE patted my shoulder after the wrap. She said :"San1 Fu2 Sai4"..Ho! Feel like crying that time, I was a nobody there. I did nothing there, just help out a lttle bit, but then I got such warm words. On the spot, I told myself, I am going to follow this team till the end of the world, no matter how hard it is haha!

Orange colour shirt tall guy - Director

Green white shirt guy-Ah Sing, PA

The technical crews

p/s: One thing funny about the crews there, when is rolling, everybody need to be silent. Haha, te funniest part, the crews will start their non verbal cues - n they are very GEng one. They can use their nonverbal launguage to RAP the rude word song! Alamak....they really know how to entertain themselves in such a hectic situation!

'Any action committed in anger is an action doomed to failure'

Internship 'Phobia'

2007-12-09T07:29:00.000-08:00

Dear: Jing Li

If I am afraid,I will MASTER my fear. This is the wonderful sentence that I learnt from the movie of 'The Golden Compass'. I watched this film yesterday night. It's been a very extraordinary night, hanging out with friends at Pavilion, crazy in capturing the sweetest memonts. And doing all those shots composition, Mr.Beh n Miss Leong, I fully used of my knowledge taught by you two haha :)

My favourite pics ^^

Back from working, a very tiring Sunday. I am glad that one of my friend fetched me back as it started to rain at around 7.45pm. Phew~luckily...since i m still very lazy to buy an umbrella. After reaching home,i rushed to Popular and buy two very nice note books. I will need these two small books to accompany me through this approximately 5 months 5 days Internship! Gosh,i should not agree to Vicky that Ican start my training so early! very very regret er...all I could do is just to console myself, "Yeah, I can learn lots though I need to suffer earlier than most of my friends"...What a wreck!

It's ed 12.20am in the midnight, still dun feel like sleeping. Really scare ar, who can help me?! Tamade haiz..I had a bad training experience, and I do hope tomorrow is not going to be my second nightmare after the first training 3 years ago. Jason and me will meet up Vicky at the reception there tomorrow, sharp at 10.30am. Fortunately we no need to wear formal wahaha! According to Vicky, I will meet my contact supervisor, Cui1 Yue4 Yuan1, a casting director tomorrow, I heard she is a very nice lady, I wish she is and I BelIEve she is!!
p/s: she was an actress, just rasuah me abit if ur parents are her fans ya, I will help u to get her signature ^@^

Feel touched when yuki sent me one very special message that she copied from a magazine, I would like to share it with all my friends who are going to have their internship also. Make a Toast, thanks to LeeKuan!

Tips to get it right from the start :

Don't be punctual - be a little earlier

Listen - some of the important nuggets of info will be dispensed not in the boardroom but over lunch

Ask questions - dont't just learn, u make ur presence felt

Don't leave at 5pm - even if u have nothing to do

K la, I will need to stop here. need to sleep ed, tomorrow need to wake up at 9am. All the best to u, Chin Li !

On Elegance

A short trip to Muar

date with hyperactive toddler

Seeking for Respect

hopeless

Xiong Hong

Compliment

''BRAVO''

drizzle

Oh My God!

tnemegduJ

NEw

Question

Friend:'If u r cool..then I m cool..'

Relief

再疯多一次， 都几够力一下的 @_@

PeneLOpE

COunt Down

???

热

安宁 :)

好累噢

Great Great Tension

Personality Tests

Doggy

小心念頭就是念力

舒服vs束缚

五‘味‘参杂的一天

Assigmmentsss..

......

Words from friends

A selfish Hedgehog

Relaxing

Magic Show

Exhausted

加油加油！！

It's Real

Trial and Error

Tension yet Enjoyable

FaITh

Caffeine Effect

Extrass

Excitement

Organizing

High High High

Exhausted

心情乱七八糟的一天

Contented

A luCKy day ^^

Horoscope

A fantastic lecture

Unbearable feeling

Frustrated, anyone can help?

Tests on ME

Extraordinary

Exhausted

Think

郁闷、低潮期~~

Summarising...

sTOrY

A day at uni

Full Stop

Transformation

Answer to Your HEaRT

Luckkkk Part II

Just accept my good luck!

SSSSSholeee

TRUTH

It's 10.18am

My Plan After Internship

Another horrible NIGHT

Feel BAD

A Scary Waiting

Release A bit

What a hectic day and night!!

MixeD Day

Things to do for ToMOrrOw

A FuNnY DiscovEry

How do we SUrVive

A niGhT at DV

再疯多一次，都几够力一下的 @_@